i cant breathe
i keep convincing myself that there is something to save. i keep trying to convince myself that if i can just get him to see how happy we were and how happy we could be and how great of a person i really can be, he'll change his mind. but he isnt going to change his mind.
i am just the idiot who doesnt see the truth. and when i do see it, i just wanna cry all day.. so i keep trying to stop crying and the only way i do that is focusing on being a better person so zack will change his mind. its a lose lose all around.
i hate life.
i am just the idiot who doesnt see the truth. and when i do see it, i just wanna cry all day.. so i keep trying to stop crying and the only way i do that is focusing on being a better person so zack will change his mind. its a lose lose all around.
i hate life.