So taking a batter out look on things(lots of it)
I have come to the conclsion no matter what I do for my mom her drinking problem is hers not mine. There is nothing I can say or do that I have not done before. I hope that she will get better and beable to fight this horrible addition. No matter what I will always love her.
On another note, Steve is gone again and will not be back until the 24 of this month. It is easyer this time letting him go, becasue I know he will come back to me soon. He will be leaving again right after christmas. So I am going to try and enjoy every min I have availble to spend with him. Talking about Steves family his sister had her baby on Dec. 1 2006 he is 6lb 9oz and 19 in long . He is so butiful and I love him so much already.
School is going okay I am working my ass off I can only pray that it will pay off. That takes me into another topic work! I still work my 33 hours in 3 days which is hell becasue Amanda is not behaving and her termors are getting worse, but she a cute one. Over Christmas break I will have to pick up even more hours, at least I will not have homework to do!!! The pay is good and by good I mean it pays all my bills and I have even started putting money away for my student loans. I have decided that when I get my income tax money back I am going to split it 3 ways
1) my car loan
2)my medical bills :\
3) the wedding :)
I am debting weither or not I am going to work after college becasue Steve is making really good money and it will be able to support our sleves conftably with how much he is making. More then likly I will get a part time job, until I want to have kids then I hope to become a mom that work out of her home. But business is still in my futer
I am going to stop rambling so I can talk to my one and only
On another note, Steve is gone again and will not be back until the 24 of this month. It is easyer this time letting him go, becasue I know he will come back to me soon. He will be leaving again right after christmas. So I am going to try and enjoy every min I have availble to spend with him. Talking about Steves family his sister had her baby on Dec. 1 2006 he is 6lb 9oz and 19 in long . He is so butiful and I love him so much already.
School is going okay I am working my ass off I can only pray that it will pay off. That takes me into another topic work! I still work my 33 hours in 3 days which is hell becasue Amanda is not behaving and her termors are getting worse, but she a cute one. Over Christmas break I will have to pick up even more hours, at least I will not have homework to do!!! The pay is good and by good I mean it pays all my bills and I have even started putting money away for my student loans. I have decided that when I get my income tax money back I am going to split it 3 ways
1) my car loan
2)my medical bills :\
3) the wedding :)
I am debting weither or not I am going to work after college becasue Steve is making really good money and it will be able to support our sleves conftably with how much he is making. More then likly I will get a part time job, until I want to have kids then I hope to become a mom that work out of her home. But business is still in my futer
I am going to stop rambling so I can talk to my one and only