Stuipd school (pity party for me)

[mana86panda]

I dont want to be here anymore no matter how hard I try I dont do good, "my gpa is to low for a job in accounting" so I need to work on that but when you try your hradest and you do great on homework but when it comes to test you just dont do well is horrible. I hate this I just want to be good at school like lets say Beth even Suzie. I am failing my first class and I have worked my ass off in . I cant get below a c- or I wont be able to take the classes I singed up for next semster which means I have to take a summer class and pay for it out of pocket no matter what becasue I cant take 300 leave corse with out being in the COB and in order to get into the COB you can not get lower then a c- in all of your classes. And Steve left again today for a month, he will hopefuly be back by christmas. I wish I did not have a stupid learning disablitiy then I would be so good at school. I mean I know that I have gotton very far but I would do so much better. I hate it when you work so hard for something and it still does not help, and people who never show up and dont do any of the work do wonderful on the test it is not fare. But I know life is not fare, and I know I am blessed just to be able to go to college, I am not being ungreatful just really disappontied in myslef. I have never failed a class and why do I have to start now in college?

Oh here is my x-mas list
Gift cards
digital camera
ipod
some good cds(conrty) I have alot so just ask which ones I want
And most of all

A NEW BRAIN: IF YOU COULD MAKE THAT HAPPEN IT WOULD BE WONDERFUL