I can't even save myself... save yourself...
Yo guys!
Just a small update. I'm still working on the pictures tho once I get the page up for it, it'll be very simple to update them. Thinking better of that statement, I have considered simply forming a yahoo group and posting my pictures that way. It'd be easier to update them, easier to look through them and all you'd have to do would be to join to get to see them. Not a big deal and if you're really interested in learning about this stuff, no problem to join. That'll help keep people with other interests in mind away hopefully as well. :/
Here's what I'm happy about today tho. I noticed today a few things...
1. My throat is scratchy and my voice has been keeping to a lower tone than usual. Its not lower than my normal vocal range ability, just its steadily staying on the low end of my range. Nifty!
2. I felt some really odd sensations this morning and decided to investigate my lower 40's. I found a few things that made me smile. Now I have to point out that I felt my T levels had been higher than usual for quite some time before I had my first shot (which was last Tuesday) so ...
(For the ease of communication, I will mention here a little about my actual genital area. First off, I have had for most of my life, a clitoris and a vulva which have always been very out of place and scary areas to me. I will refer to what they call my clitoris as my penis because that is what it /really/ is.)
- I noticed that the end of my penis has seemed to shape a little differently, starting to form into a little nubbed head much different from how it used to look. Now I haven't looked at this thing since about five or so months ago up close with a mirror so I can't say how much its changed... I just know it /has/.
- My penis has increased in length by 1/2 inch bringing it to 2 inches from base to tip.
- My penis is standing out from its basing more than before, lifting up when I get an erection and actually becoming hard. o.o ( wanna guess how psyched I was at this??)
Additionally, I have noticed recently the following changes:
- My orgasms take longer to build to climax and then the let down is longer. I used to get off really quickly and it'd be all over in a few seconds once I hit the top... now my orgasms follow a pattern much closer to Eric's. (Reference note: Eric is my husband. Our anniversary is July 3. We've been married two years. ^-^)
- My orgasms used to produce only a clear slick discharge. That discharge has become slightly thicker and is edging toward white. I think maybe this is more of a psychological thing than anything but... It sure did make me smile when I saw it.
- Raise in libido. End of story.
I can't say that all of this has come of T. I know it has to be partly my mental matter association as I call it. (Mind over matter. If I know I am male, my body will follow suit.) But at least it really makes me happy. Thats all that matters.
My fat is redistributing further as well. Its all moving off my back and arms and legs and hips and ass down to my stomach. *bleah* I need to lose more weight. Still dropping pounds but not near enough. *sigh*
I stopped shaving about a year before I began transition so I can't say much for leg and underarm hair. Just so you guys know.
Annnnnd. thats about it for the moment. I needa go. Gonna cook a blueberry pie. Just spent an hour picking berries in the rain. ^-^ Sometimes I love Alabama...
Finally, I have decided that Arsiei is my chosen name. (ARR-shay) or more properly (ARR-Shi-ay) tho only people who speak Japanese will pronounce that correctly... probably.. I dont know ^_^!!!
-Arsiei-
(Nickname btw : Arsh. :D I love it.)
Kiss my Arsh.
No seriously, I'm stopping now. ^_^
(This is how it looks in Katakana ^_^ :
アラシエイ )
-Arsh-
Just a small update. I'm still working on the pictures tho once I get the page up for it, it'll be very simple to update them. Thinking better of that statement, I have considered simply forming a yahoo group and posting my pictures that way. It'd be easier to update them, easier to look through them and all you'd have to do would be to join to get to see them. Not a big deal and if you're really interested in learning about this stuff, no problem to join. That'll help keep people with other interests in mind away hopefully as well. :/
Here's what I'm happy about today tho. I noticed today a few things...
1. My throat is scratchy and my voice has been keeping to a lower tone than usual. Its not lower than my normal vocal range ability, just its steadily staying on the low end of my range. Nifty!
2. I felt some really odd sensations this morning and decided to investigate my lower 40's. I found a few things that made me smile. Now I have to point out that I felt my T levels had been higher than usual for quite some time before I had my first shot (which was last Tuesday) so ...
(For the ease of communication, I will mention here a little about my actual genital area. First off, I have had for most of my life, a clitoris and a vulva which have always been very out of place and scary areas to me. I will refer to what they call my clitoris as my penis because that is what it /really/ is.)
- I noticed that the end of my penis has seemed to shape a little differently, starting to form into a little nubbed head much different from how it used to look. Now I haven't looked at this thing since about five or so months ago up close with a mirror so I can't say how much its changed... I just know it /has/.
- My penis has increased in length by 1/2 inch bringing it to 2 inches from base to tip.
- My penis is standing out from its basing more than before, lifting up when I get an erection and actually becoming hard. o.o ( wanna guess how psyched I was at this??)
Additionally, I have noticed recently the following changes:
- My orgasms take longer to build to climax and then the let down is longer. I used to get off really quickly and it'd be all over in a few seconds once I hit the top... now my orgasms follow a pattern much closer to Eric's. (Reference note: Eric is my husband. Our anniversary is July 3. We've been married two years. ^-^)
- My orgasms used to produce only a clear slick discharge. That discharge has become slightly thicker and is edging toward white. I think maybe this is more of a psychological thing than anything but... It sure did make me smile when I saw it.
- Raise in libido. End of story.
I can't say that all of this has come of T. I know it has to be partly my mental matter association as I call it. (Mind over matter. If I know I am male, my body will follow suit.) But at least it really makes me happy. Thats all that matters.
My fat is redistributing further as well. Its all moving off my back and arms and legs and hips and ass down to my stomach. *bleah* I need to lose more weight. Still dropping pounds but not near enough. *sigh*
I stopped shaving about a year before I began transition so I can't say much for leg and underarm hair. Just so you guys know.
Annnnnd. thats about it for the moment. I needa go. Gonna cook a blueberry pie. Just spent an hour picking berries in the rain. ^-^ Sometimes I love Alabama...
Finally, I have decided that Arsiei is my chosen name. (ARR-shay) or more properly (ARR-Shi-ay) tho only people who speak Japanese will pronounce that correctly... probably.. I dont know ^_^!!!
-Arsiei-
(Nickname btw : Arsh. :D I love it.)
Kiss my Arsh.
No seriously, I'm stopping now. ^_^
(This is how it looks in Katakana ^_^ :
アラシエイ )
-Arsh-