My Resolution...
I'm going to break with tradition and make a resolution NOT at New Years. Not because it's the thing to do, and not a typical one either. Although I could stand to lose a pound or 50, and a healthier diet is always a worthy goal.
*Ahem*
I resolve to not hold conversations in my head with people who are not standing in front of me.
I do this often. I am starting to wonder if there is a path to true insanity, if this is the first frikken step. If so, I am in trouble.
Things I did say, didn't say, didn't think to say at the time but boy I should have said because it would have been a real zinger and would have shut you up and fast. Things in response to what you said, he said, she said, didn't say, would have said if I had said it, before you said it and certainly you wanted to say it - but I said it first! In my head anyway.
Conversations that did happen, didn't happen, might happen if I only had the courage to say this one thing...but I can't but if you listen really really closely - through the silence of my non-reply...you will hear it bouncing off the inside of my forehead...
I resolve to NOT hold conversations in my HEAD with people who are NOT standing in front of me.
Repeat as necessary.
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*Ahem*
I resolve to not hold conversations in my head with people who are not standing in front of me.
I do this often. I am starting to wonder if there is a path to true insanity, if this is the first frikken step. If so, I am in trouble.
Things I did say, didn't say, didn't think to say at the time but boy I should have said because it would have been a real zinger and would have shut you up and fast. Things in response to what you said, he said, she said, didn't say, would have said if I had said it, before you said it and certainly you wanted to say it - but I said it first! In my head anyway.
Conversations that did happen, didn't happen, might happen if I only had the courage to say this one thing...but I can't but if you listen really really closely - through the silence of my non-reply...you will hear it bouncing off the inside of my forehead...
I resolve to NOT hold conversations in my HEAD with people who are NOT standing in front of me.
Repeat as necessary.
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