Drunk. Purposely on Accident.

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I shouldn't have gone to watch her play tonight. I felt awkward and out of place. I love watching her play though. It was probably an ill-conceived idea. I just wish things were different. Anyway, I got to see Hoots and Hellmouth play yesterday. They are the best band that no one has ever heard of. Incredible really. Either way I'm very intoxicated. And I have the lowest self esteem that I've had in ages. I should have just gone to the gym and come home. That was the plan. Instead I felt awkward and got very drunk. Oh well.

I think the fact that Valentines day is so close has me in a funk. I hate that stupid holiday.