All I Want Is More.
Dear Gym, You are a formidable foe. Dear Cigarettes, You are a nightmare. Even limiting myself it almost unbearable. But I will win.
So far so good.
People don't take criticism well. If someone asks me to tell them how I feel about something, I've decided I'm no longer going to sugar coat it. From what I can tell people don't appreciate it, but at the same time, I feel better for telling them the truth, it's like a huge weight is lifted off me.
That entire last paragraph came about what I told and ex-gf recently. She was keeping me on a string and I called her out on it and told her how it made me feel and she told me she never wanted to talk to me again. To be honest I hope she doesn't. It's so hard being strung along. I hope she finds everything she wants, but I can be a part of it. :/
Other than that my life is relatively normal. I haven't been drinking because I've been at the gym, it's actually been really awesome. I've probably saved a ton of money. Let alone the lack of buying cigarettes.
I wish I had someone. Not just anyone. Someone who I have fun with. Someone who I can cry with. Someone who will tell me what I need to hear. Someone who will appreciate me. Someone who gets to know me well enough to know why I work so hard. Someone who keeps my interest and I can have a good conversation with. I don't know. I'm picky. But I'm happy that I'm picky. When I find the right girl she will be perfect.
That's all for now. I'm exhausted. Goodnight world.
So far so good.
People don't take criticism well. If someone asks me to tell them how I feel about something, I've decided I'm no longer going to sugar coat it. From what I can tell people don't appreciate it, but at the same time, I feel better for telling them the truth, it's like a huge weight is lifted off me.
That entire last paragraph came about what I told and ex-gf recently. She was keeping me on a string and I called her out on it and told her how it made me feel and she told me she never wanted to talk to me again. To be honest I hope she doesn't. It's so hard being strung along. I hope she finds everything she wants, but I can be a part of it. :/
Other than that my life is relatively normal. I haven't been drinking because I've been at the gym, it's actually been really awesome. I've probably saved a ton of money. Let alone the lack of buying cigarettes.
I wish I had someone. Not just anyone. Someone who I have fun with. Someone who I can cry with. Someone who will tell me what I need to hear. Someone who will appreciate me. Someone who gets to know me well enough to know why I work so hard. Someone who keeps my interest and I can have a good conversation with. I don't know. I'm picky. But I'm happy that I'm picky. When I find the right girl she will be perfect.
That's all for now. I'm exhausted. Goodnight world.