I was going to make a happy entry about this cool book I got from thecherrywench called "How to Quit Church Without Quitting God" but I logged onto my computer and found this message from my former "friend" Melissa about how "She didn't mean to hurt me but it hurt her to see me hurting myself and she's glad I'm getting counseling because I need it and she just ( Read more... )

So there's this girl at work named Melissa, and I used to hang out with her and be her friend. We got pretty close and we shared things with each other, and she knows some things about me that not everyone knows, such is the way with friends, right? Well for about five months now, she's gradually started treating me like shit more and more, and ( Read more... )

This is a Very Important Update (tm).

I now have a new screensaver and wallpaper from http://www.christopher-meloni.com/wallpapers.shtml

*lets computer go to sleep just so she can watch screensaver*

*drools*

I wonder what the record is for most LJ posts in one day? Maybe I can set it. Or break it or something.

I want to make a post that no one can read because in order to make it, I'd have to reveal the end of an episode of SVU that I don't know if people have seen ( Read more... )

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So I decided I needed an SVU moodtheme...

Why, you ask?

Because I forgot how much FUN it is to upload a fucking moodtheme. Whhoooo, I'm having so much FUN right now. Yessireee, so much FUN I want to shoot someone in the face just to watch them die.

Still feeling stabby and tired (6 hours of sleep maybe...not that coherent...kinda dozed off there sometime this morning) and sad because none of my packages have come in the mail (Damn you, UPS!) so now I'm sitting here awake, wishing I had some Aleve. And some tacos. I could really go for some tacos about now ( Read more... )

Thinking about His House, the condemnation, the people and my failures: 3 hours of my time ( Read more... )

I've been watching Law & Order: SVU all day long, and as expected, I've pretty much lost all hope for humanity. It happens when I watch REGULAR L&O, so it's ten zillion times worse when I watch SVU, with its focus on sex...and violence...and "Sexual violence, the lovely combination of the two" ~Jody Ollenquist, Ph.D ( Read more... )