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Dec 19, 2005 21:20

Thinking about His House, the condemnation, the people and my failures: 3 hours of my time

Equating the condemnation I received there with all the condemnation I've received in my life: 3 hours of my time plus endless emotional turmoil

Inevitable losing hope that it will get any better because it hasn't over all t hese years and it's been reinforced everywhere: 3 hours of my time, endless emotional turmoil, and the loss of my appetite.

Ipod: $60

Issue of Plain Truth magazine randomly picked up off my floor on impulse: $0 (because Tina bought it for me!)

Finding hope again, however frail: Priceless

Promise
Spoken

Yet another day seems like it’s wasted
You don’t feel you’re any closer to the prize
A dead end job where there’s no future
Praying that tomorrow things won’t be this way

Things will get better this I promise you
And I know that you won’t feel this way forever
Things will get better this I promise you
And I know loneliness won’t last forever

Yet another day, another tired morning
You’re catching up to your intentions
You’re thinking life has to be easier than this
Maybe tomorrow things won’t be this way

Things will get better this I promise you
And I know that you won’t feel this way forever
Things will get better this I promise you
And I know loneliness won’t last forever

Loneliness won’t last forever
I promise with all that’s in me to leave this emptiness behind

cut, music obsession, angst, !

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