A New Level Of Understanding
Dear World,
I just woke up, again. Dreaming is so important for me to understanding myself. For all of us. It's unreal. Last night's dreams are as follows:
Today
[Aysegul Aker]
2:18pm
do you have a dreamjournal?
[You]
2:18pm
Yea, I try to keep it.
[Aysegul Aker]
2:19pm
checks, creepy stalker style
[You]
2:19pm
I dreamed of being in a movie theatre.
And it was fun but I knw I shouldn't be in htere.
the chemicals on the popcorn made uss sick.
It slowly turned into a hospital.
[Aysegul Aker]
2:20pm
if your faces melted, it's the x files
[You]
2:20pm
And everyone fell ill.
[Aysegul Aker]
2:20pm
ok it's silent hill.
[You]
2:20pm
One night a nurse was trying to get a baby to stop crying.
Then all the babies started screaming hysterically.
THere were tears in the nurses eyes as she tried to bring one baby back to life.
Then the next hting I saw was the nurse had been bitten by the baby, and said something like "Oh god it's happening."
Nobody else in my ward saw that, but I knew it was a massive outbreak of something.
So I took off into the nignht, without anything I own.
In hospital clothes.
In the middle of winter.
[Aysegul Aker]
2:22pm
did you see the result of the outbreak?
[You]
2:22pm
Yea.
[Aysegul Aker]
2:23pm
**listens intently**
[You]
2:23pm
So eventuqlly I started feeling crazy from lonliness even though it was only a few hours so I went back to say goodbye to peple and grab my stuff.
But a lot of people had already become super sick zombie style.
So I had to re escape.
I wandered around.
And decided to go to the quarry where my grqandmother died.
Because it was secluded and had clean water.
So the rest of the dream consisted of me walking down an endless winter path in the middle of the forrest.
I realized I was dreaming when I didn't get anywhere.
So I looked to the sky and saw Jupiter.
I knew it was Jupiter because of it's many moons.
THen this was the intensepart.
I thought, if I can SEE Jupiter with my eyes and it's moons, let's go there.
So I just focused my third eye to zoom in on it, and it felt like warp speed, and the planet came closer, but I still felt like I was walking.
I observed Jupiter for a few moments then snapped back to walking the path.
Then I immediately had this rush from being able to do that, looked directly for the Pleaides, and went towards it.
[Aysegul Aker]
2:30pm
did it end there?
[You]
2:30pm
It was funny.
As I was flying this like hyper intense music started.
Like tedchno rock.
But also synthpop.
It ended there because Jupiter is one thing.
[Aysegul Aker]
2:31pm
like ozric tentacles maybe?
[You]
2:31pm
But, another star system is quite another.
It was too far too fast, so I kind of faded out of it and woke up.
Do you know the Pleaides?
http://www.desktopwallpaperhd.com/wallpapers/9/4740.jpg
[Aysegul Aker]
2:33pm
pleiades?
[You]
2:33pm
The 7 Sisters constellation.
[Aysegul Aker]
2:34pm
I know about it
to some degree
[You]
2:35pm
There was also a part of the dream where someone was talking about eating this ski mask. He wanted to pay someone to eat it.
After Thoughts
My grandmother had died in this dream by being buried alive by police for being a whistleblower on some political scandal.
The kid in the movie theatre had an expensive ski/snowboarding mask he wanted to sell for 60$ if someone would eat it. I remember telling him we shouldn't eat things like that, and he should take better care of expensive things.
The whole dream is a representation of how sick our society is. Watching movies, becoming zombies, eating chemicals on popcorn, making ourselves sick.
Everything up until the breakout point at the hospital was hazy and distorted. I didn't realize I was dreaming until I got out of the city, on my walk to the quarry.
More interesting is the fact that I am about to go out to the country tonight, for the first time in months.
Playing Grand Theft Auto 4 and learning to do many things at once (driving straight at high speeds, aiming a gun, firing a gun) is directly responsible for my ability to Astral Travel in this dream. Usually when I do in dreams I fly way too far, too fast, with no control, and no direction. It ALWAYS results in me becoming afraid and ending the dream.
The hardest thing to do in this dream was leave behind my backpack and my art supplies. Oh! And seeing the nurse crying trying to bring the baby back. My stomach was in knots, because inside I know what was happening. It was time for humanity to come to an end, and there was absolutely nothing I could do to stop it.
It's time to focus on Light Work and Pleadies again.
I just woke up, again. Dreaming is so important for me to understanding myself. For all of us. It's unreal. Last night's dreams are as follows:
Today
[Aysegul Aker]
2:18pm
do you have a dreamjournal?
[You]
2:18pm
Yea, I try to keep it.
[Aysegul Aker]
2:19pm
checks, creepy stalker style
[You]
2:19pm
I dreamed of being in a movie theatre.
And it was fun but I knw I shouldn't be in htere.
the chemicals on the popcorn made uss sick.
It slowly turned into a hospital.
[Aysegul Aker]
2:20pm
if your faces melted, it's the x files
[You]
2:20pm
And everyone fell ill.
[Aysegul Aker]
2:20pm
ok it's silent hill.
[You]
2:20pm
One night a nurse was trying to get a baby to stop crying.
Then all the babies started screaming hysterically.
THere were tears in the nurses eyes as she tried to bring one baby back to life.
Then the next hting I saw was the nurse had been bitten by the baby, and said something like "Oh god it's happening."
Nobody else in my ward saw that, but I knew it was a massive outbreak of something.
So I took off into the nignht, without anything I own.
In hospital clothes.
In the middle of winter.
[Aysegul Aker]
2:22pm
did you see the result of the outbreak?
[You]
2:22pm
Yea.
[Aysegul Aker]
2:23pm
**listens intently**
[You]
2:23pm
So eventuqlly I started feeling crazy from lonliness even though it was only a few hours so I went back to say goodbye to peple and grab my stuff.
But a lot of people had already become super sick zombie style.
So I had to re escape.
I wandered around.
And decided to go to the quarry where my grqandmother died.
Because it was secluded and had clean water.
So the rest of the dream consisted of me walking down an endless winter path in the middle of the forrest.
I realized I was dreaming when I didn't get anywhere.
So I looked to the sky and saw Jupiter.
I knew it was Jupiter because of it's many moons.
THen this was the intensepart.
I thought, if I can SEE Jupiter with my eyes and it's moons, let's go there.
So I just focused my third eye to zoom in on it, and it felt like warp speed, and the planet came closer, but I still felt like I was walking.
I observed Jupiter for a few moments then snapped back to walking the path.
Then I immediately had this rush from being able to do that, looked directly for the Pleaides, and went towards it.
[Aysegul Aker]
2:30pm
did it end there?
[You]
2:30pm
It was funny.
As I was flying this like hyper intense music started.
Like tedchno rock.
But also synthpop.
It ended there because Jupiter is one thing.
[Aysegul Aker]
2:31pm
like ozric tentacles maybe?
[You]
2:31pm
But, another star system is quite another.
It was too far too fast, so I kind of faded out of it and woke up.
Do you know the Pleaides?
http://www.desktopwallpaperhd.com/wallpapers/9/4740.jpg
[Aysegul Aker]
2:33pm
pleiades?
[You]
2:33pm
The 7 Sisters constellation.
[Aysegul Aker]
2:34pm
I know about it
to some degree
[You]
2:35pm
There was also a part of the dream where someone was talking about eating this ski mask. He wanted to pay someone to eat it.
After Thoughts
My grandmother had died in this dream by being buried alive by police for being a whistleblower on some political scandal.
The kid in the movie theatre had an expensive ski/snowboarding mask he wanted to sell for 60$ if someone would eat it. I remember telling him we shouldn't eat things like that, and he should take better care of expensive things.
The whole dream is a representation of how sick our society is. Watching movies, becoming zombies, eating chemicals on popcorn, making ourselves sick.
Everything up until the breakout point at the hospital was hazy and distorted. I didn't realize I was dreaming until I got out of the city, on my walk to the quarry.
More interesting is the fact that I am about to go out to the country tonight, for the first time in months.
Playing Grand Theft Auto 4 and learning to do many things at once (driving straight at high speeds, aiming a gun, firing a gun) is directly responsible for my ability to Astral Travel in this dream. Usually when I do in dreams I fly way too far, too fast, with no control, and no direction. It ALWAYS results in me becoming afraid and ending the dream.
The hardest thing to do in this dream was leave behind my backpack and my art supplies. Oh! And seeing the nurse crying trying to bring the baby back. My stomach was in knots, because inside I know what was happening. It was time for humanity to come to an end, and there was absolutely nothing I could do to stop it.
It's time to focus on Light Work and Pleadies again.