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[making_myself]

Well, Last night was a great time. Did some underage drinking, which was great. I didn't feel up to breaking any of my records, so I just took it easy. Woke up next to my buddy Candace in Loren's sister's room. I think we just fell asleep talking about incubus

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[anonymous]

i agree with you 100% megan...and adam you really need to grow up and stop blaming other people for your own personal issues. you think everything you do is perfect and you could do no wrong. well from the looks of this situation you did exactly that. you blame your ex for supposedly hitting on your best friend (even though the person who informed you of the situation was completely stoned out of there mind) then you go and sleep next to another girl. why don’t you put away your jump to conclusions mat and stop being a hypocritical asshole. you should try getting your facts straight before you accuse people. maybe the reason you sit at home at night and think "or poor me" is because you always think your right, and you never really apologize for anything. even your apologies tend to be more like a defense for your actions instead of apologizing. you think your some scholar and emotionally deep thinker from your topics you write about on your LJ well why do you think your so theological when everything you say relates to incubus, curt cobain, or the other bands you listen to, nothing you say is really that original. hopefully when you come back from your alternate reality of drinking and smoking you’ll realize that maybe the people you are close to leave because of your stubbornness to cling to these ways.

[making_myself]

Well anonymous, I don't think you know me very well. It is amazing how much people assume of others based on what they write.
What is an alternate reality? A dream. I am not living in a dream. For some people, drinking and smoking is reality. Not for me but others. This wa my first time drinking anything since new years and I haven't smoked since then either. I prefer not to be so out of it that I can't comrehend whats going on. And the fact is not that she was all over him or whatever... It is the fact that my friend tried to lie and hide it from me. Even if she was just there and hugged him. I wouldnt mind that but the fact that he was hiding it from me upsets me. When someone is my best friend, they shouldn't hide. When the truth gets to the person who is being hidden from, it makes it so much worse, especially when the best friend told them that they will never hide anything. that is going back on their word. That holds no honor to their name.
So why dont you come out and say your name? What have you to hide? what are you afraid of? Afraid of voicing your opinion?
Adam