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[making_myself]

Well, Last night was a great time. Did some underage drinking, which was great. I didn't feel up to breaking any of my records, so I just took it easy. Woke up next to my buddy Candace in Loren's sister's room. I think we just fell asleep talking about incubus

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[iamlovely]

Adam they weren't all over eachother. Ryan was freakin high...You should believe me over him anyways. Ok in the picture she was sleeping on him...thats not bad. The only other thing they did was she leaned on him in a lawn chair...thats it. Its not like they were making out or anything. Nothing happened.

[ex_bonafide_425]

Nothing happened at all; you can ask Ryan now if you like and I am certain he will tell you the same. Loren and I are just friends; I don't see why it matters if I lean on him from time to time, it could just as easily be you or one of my other friends. It's exactly the same as you waking up next to Candace (I am assuming, however, that nothing happened between you two and that you are not interested in eachother...if so then obviously it wouldn't be the same thing). Loren is under the impression that you are bothered by our friendship. He most likely didn't tell you that I may have fallen asleep in his lap because he anticipated your overreaction. He was obviously correct in that anticipation. I don't see why you let this get to you so much, I thought things were fine between you and I

[ex_bonafide_425]

i agree with you 100% megan...and adam you really need to grow up and stop blaming other people for your own personal issues. you think everything you do is perfect and you could do no wrong. well from the looks of this situation you did exactly that. you blame your ex for supposedly hitting on your best friend (even though the person who informed you of the situation was completely stoned out of there mind) then you go and sleep next to another girl. why don’t you put away your jump to conclusions mat and stop being a hypocritical asshole. you should try getting your facts straight before you accuse people. maybe the reason you sit at home at night and think "or poor me" is because you always think your right, and you never really apologize for anything. even your apologies tend to be more like a defense for your actions instead of apologizing. you think your some scholar and emotionally deep thinker from your topics you write about on your LJ well why do you think your so theological when everything you say relates to incubus, curt

[making_myself]

Well anonymous, I don't think you know me very well. It is amazing how much people assume of others based on what they write

[making_myself]

You know... maybe you should step back and take a look at yourself. Stop assuming it is all about you and that I want you. Yeah your beautiful outside, but that's all.
I don't want to own you, nor had I ever wanted to. I quite honestly don't care enough for you to really come close to wanting to "own you". I think you're stuck up and very snobby. Trust me, I am not the only person who feels this way about you. Thats the reason why I broke up with you. That is why I got so irritated when you started bagging on Starbucks' service, because I know how you demand perfection in every aspect of you life.
Honey, perfection is impossible. You need to learn how to live with other people; family, friends, and strangers alike. Only with family and friends can you get upset over the stupid things.
Beauty is found through imperfections, and until you are able to dicover that, I feel that you may be at a loss in life.

Uhhhh

[the_grand_znarf]

I dont know the situation so this might not apply. In your previous entry about what you hate you put up hypacites as a major concern of yours. This sounds kinda of hypacritical of you to be mad at her when you fell asleep next to another girl. I dont know all the details but if this applies then i suggest trying to live by what you preach or you can start hating yourself.

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[making_myself]

Megan and I are not a coule, thus, it doesn't matter who I fall asleep next to nor who she does, unless it is my best friend. Mike, you know that I am done with the whole situation that arose between you and I. I hold so much respect for you and your beliefs and srengths, but I am afraid it may happen again with Loren and I. what happened with you and your most recent ex, how you two got to know eachother, is happening again with Loren and Megan. I am just so scared that this is happening again, by the looks of it it is, and it is completely out of my control. that is why I am upset.
And I do practice what I preach, but thank you for your concern/input.
sincerely,
Adam

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[iamlovely]

Adam don't worry. They're just friends. Megan would never date Loren. He's not her type. It is very much possible to be friends with another friend's ex. I mean Megan is my sister and you and I are pretty close...and we're just friends. I don't see how this is any different. Megan doesn't get mad when we hang out...not that its often. You may not think those situations are the same... and they're not. Megan and I are related! Theres like some unwritten rule out there about sisters and ex boyfriends that our friendship is breaking. You and Loren are friends...not related, maybe close, but not. I know you've been through a lot but I really think you guys should work this out because it sounds like junior high drama.

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[making_myself]

Unfortunately that is what it has turned into. Apparently I am not allowed to write anything "offensive" in my journal, regardless of how I feel.
I want to talk to you one on one so that you can see whats going on here, with me. No one knows the whole story, which is probably why this is getting WAY out of hand. I hold my life and secrets so closely, I guess people don't like it, thus they fail to see my view. I've had to learn to guard myself from voulnerability because of times past, and this is one of the times when I'm not putting my life on a platter for everyone to see, it just comes and bites me in the ass.
Call Me
Adam

[lorenthegreat]

This is "Ryan"... yes i was stonned out of my mind and, well for like 3 hours before you got there and for another 4 hours after you got there i could not finish sentinces. i am sorry if i am the one who started all of this. Adam i respect you, your a nice guy and fun to hang out with, but DUDE come on loren said not to tell you because he knew you would be hurt. and dont talk about this friendship bond beaking shit. there is such things as a "White Lie" it is to tell or lie to make some one feel better or not get hurt. so you really have no more feelings for Megan and thus you should not care about her Falling Asleep on him <--(I correct myself). and for the lie "nothing is perfect" as you said to Megan's comment so stop hoping all friendsghips will be perfect and just get over it. i say eather live with it or dont, but if you dont dont go remarking about it cus this stuff never goes away all it does is just become a Major Pain in the Ass!