May 03, 2004 00:05
Well, Last night was a great time. Did some underage drinking, which was great. I didn't feel up to breaking any of my records, so I just took it easy. Woke up next to my buddy Candace in Loren's sister's room. I think we just fell asleep talking about incubus.
Emotionally last night sucked. I found out that my ex was all over my best friend. This happened before I got there, and my friend told everyone NOT to tell me about her and him. THAT irritated me. Luckily one of the guys was so stoned, he told me anyway.
That made me sick ot my stomach, finding that out. It sickens me knowing that my ex would try to do this to me, KNOWING what has happened in my life before, and the fact that he LET her do it makes me even more disgusted. I don't care if she was drunk. Hell, even if she was sober, he should have said no. Birthday or not, friends aren't made for sacraficing. Though, it seems my heart is.
Cheers n Tears
Adam