Quick shit
Life has been... whatever. today, got an E-mail from my very own (evil) step-mother telling me that I need to try to find a better job. Mine apparently isn't good enough. FUCK IT. I have so many friends that are looking for a job rihgt not and guess what, there's nothing here in this God Forsaken hell hole. NONE. Shouldn't she be happy with the fact that I even have one?? Consider where my sister was at this point. Right after she graduated she didn't have a job, she didn't get one until the september after she graduated. I've been working my ass off. This is the time for me to save, she says. Look at my bank account!! Don't ever fucking try to tell em that I need to save. that's pretty much all I fucking do. I work and work and work and you think I spend one fucking penny of it?? No. It goes in ott he bank. My grad party $, do I spend it?? nope. It's all going in the bank. Someday I'd like to have the cash to buy something for Scotty, or maybe even *GASP* something for me. On monday it will be our 6 month ann, you think I have anything to give hime?? NOPE. WHY?? Becasue I can't spend my own god damn money. yes, I know I have to pay for school. But once in a fucking while I'd like to spend a pay check. maybe not even a whole one. Maybe half of it. wow. That would be around $60 for me and my friends. I highly doubt that I will ever be in charge of my finances while I am living at home. Hell, Kendra doesn't even get to take care of her finances. Mom has taken charge. My checking account?? Oh yeah, the check book is the my mom's possession. FUCK IT!!! To pissed to go on. Bite me.
~Autumn
~Autumn