some days i really miss you
im sorry ive neglected you lj...
things have been.... crazy...
dad got super sick out of no where. was in hospital for2 weeks.. now is home on bed rest for another 3 weeks...
school's kickin my ass but i love it.
ive been hanging out with my little sister a lot. i luff her.
since spring break thing have been really weird. idk
i started "dating" again.
its kinda strange.
lucas called outta no where. i finally told him. it took a lot out of me. i thought it would make me feel better but it didnt..
its fiesta time in sa.... you would think i'd be down there every night.... but i havent gone. i didnt even go to marley fest! wtf is wrong with me!?
ugh i just want to smoke soooo bad. it sucks being clean.
my dads family wont let me forget the fact that im gettin older. the more i had to hear about gettin married the less i wanted it... but idk why lately ive been thinking more and more about it. me and naomi were lookin at rings the other day. i dont wanna get married tomorrow but maybe one day... i asked him if he was ok with the fact that he hasnt gotten married yet and he said yesandno. he knows he should start thinking about it cause hes really not gettin any younger.... i guess my next question should be where is this going.. huh?
ah.
whatever.
im out. gotta study for this test.