Today is a girly sort of day for me. The problem is, I suppose is that I feel so shameful for feeling girly. I was born female, but I have disowned that part of me. It has caused so much shame and confusion as it stands, and for me to feel girly (damn Disney princesses) is like I have no right. Like no longer being friends with someone and yet ( Read more... )

I feel kind of shitty right now. three of my lower right teeth are loose, and it worries me. I also feel like i am teething. In some ways I hope that it is me needing to get my wisedom teeth removed. That way it isn't something serious like gum desease. I have been looking for free or low cost dental, but all I have found was a place that does ( Read more... )

I just got a reply email from my father today in response to the semi long one I sent yesterday. I felt badly because I rarely check gmail or hotmail, and I didn't know that my father had emailed me at hotmail twice. I sent him a long reply about school and pies and stuff, and he sent a reply this morning. He told me that it was his dad who made ( Read more... )

Only a gif file can express my feelings.


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I haven't really been online here much. It has been so hard to get out of bed. I don't know why. I think it is a mix of the weather turning, the holidays approaching and possibly getting sick. I just now got the signs of a cold, so... Which is weird because the days I have the actual cold symptoms are the days I can get out of bed. I had gotten it ( Read more... )