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I am feeling more and more discouraged about South Korea. I had a bad moment where I broke down crying over whether I am a pretty girl and shit like that that I hadn't done since I was 18 or 19, before I just accepted my facial hair and learned what genderqueer meant. I didn't realize just how strict their view of women were. I don't want to fall into that like other Western women have who went over there. I am so sad though. I may just have to step away from the world for the rest of the weekend. I hate that this gender identity feels crippling at the same time it feels like freedom.