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[magicmumu]

I am a bit restless. It was a beautiful day today and the night looks nice too. I planned on going dancing, but I don't know if I want to do that now. There were plans last night to go bowling but that didn't happen either. I tried to be a little romantic with my girlfriend but kind of got shot down. I think it was a little too fast for her. I said I wished I could take her on a date and hold her hand, but she didn't say anything to it. I will have to scale it down then. I'm trying not to feel hurt by it though, but my eyes are still kind of stinging and my chest is doing the thing. I still get the feeling that she isn't as enthusiastic about being with me. It has been three months and the idea of hlding hands with me makes her uncomfortable. Sorry V. I'll follow your pace and go slower.

Fuck, tears.

That is all.

Erin