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Because it’s not a scary love
It’s a love settled. Not pining or a fearful love. It’s grounded in trust and understanding and of knowing
So maybe it is not just a friendly love
That while ever lasting and omnipotent were tied to playtonia. That boundary of knowing they can never be whole thing. That you will be happy when they are loved by not just you. And your heart will tug when you know that they will do things you can’t with people you don’t know but they still include you in their life. They hold you close and speak to you softly and with intention.
Because that’s the kind of love I need. Softly and steadily. To know that I am tied to someone by the same string that they have tied me to them and we have chosen that and strengthen that bond.
I need determined love. Able to be more than just one of us. To accommodate me in small gestures and let me feel safe to be vulnerable and accept help.
I need knowing. Letting me guide us but taking the lead. To show me the path and let me stray for the times when I rejoin the path. To save me. Tell me what I need and what I should do and help me rest but make me work, hold me accountable and have hard conversations through clear communication
It’s a love settled. Not pining or a fearful love. It’s grounded in trust and understanding and of knowing
So maybe it is not just a friendly love
That while ever lasting and omnipotent were tied to playtonia. That boundary of knowing they can never be whole thing. That you will be happy when they are loved by not just you. And your heart will tug when you know that they will do things you can’t with people you don’t know but they still include you in their life. They hold you close and speak to you softly and with intention.
Because that’s the kind of love I need. Softly and steadily. To know that I am tied to someone by the same string that they have tied me to them and we have chosen that and strengthen that bond.
I need determined love. Able to be more than just one of us. To accommodate me in small gestures and let me feel safe to be vulnerable and accept help.
I need knowing. Letting me guide us but taking the lead. To show me the path and let me stray for the times when I rejoin the path. To save me. Tell me what I need and what I should do and help me rest but make me work, hold me accountable and have hard conversations through clear communication