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i've moved past the moping and im just in full depression now.
i'm watching suits just to be closwer to you
they're talking about a tesla
i'm thinking about how you were looking at the tesla that delivered our food
so cute. you're so cute.
i keep thinking about things you might have left here
maybe it's a reason to talk to you
I realised something. For the last year, every day, I had you. And now I just don’t. I wish it wasn’t over
but you don't want to talk to me anyway
in vancouver i made sure to check in with youeven though i was exhausted
i wanted to talk about the works shops i went to be cause they were interesting to me and i thought they would be interesting to you.
you were supposed to be there
it's not my fault that you didn't come
it's not really your fault either but i still missed out
i feel like i keep having to tell people we broke up
and people keep asking me if i'm going on vacation.
i'm not going on vacation
all my plans were with you
and i haven't moved on
i left a squishmellow at your place
i took it there for you
so i left it for you
do you know that
did you throw it out
i still can't find my pink glasses
i thought we'd have more time
i took the day off work today. i could have gone. i just... didn't want to. i wish i was with you.
but when i was at your place it looked crowded. like... it looked really nice. you've clearly put a lot of thought and effort into it but it just looked like.. too much. i know you're happy with it though.
i can't believe you went to pei
like im mad about it.
i wanted to do things with you
suddenly now you have time, energy and money?
like i get it. that's what happens after people break up
you need to explore, have an adventure.
but i didnt even want to stay in cape breton without you
the most i've done is order food
i never thought you were a monster.
i just think we see things differently
i missed you
i just missed you
you were so sweet and beautiful
and maybe i forgot to say it but i'm not perfect
but you thought i was
and maybe that was enough
i love you