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So, pretty sure Malissa has a "secret" resentment for me now. Which I guess is fair, since I've been growing one for her, too. It sucks, cause she's one of my best friends and I like hanging out with her, but god damn, she does some downright horrible shit sometimes! And it's soooo hard to be friends with a pathological liar because you're constantly questioning if what she's saying is true or not... I know in my last entry I said her and Jacob seemed to be a lot happier and whatnot, but they're relationship is such a joke. More and more suspicious shit keeps popping up and when he confronts her about it she just gets pisses off and throws a fit. She broke his fucking guitar the other night! And by the end of that night they had decided to go their separate ways and were broken up. Then the next day she just acts like none of that happened again. It's so fucking ridiculous! And he's so clearly miserable! Even when they're not fighting I wouldn't say he's "happy" or "content". He wants out but he needs proof that she's lying/cheating/whatever the fuck else because if he doesn't catch her in the act he'll always be wondering if maybe, just maybe, he was wrong. So we're gonna find a way to catch her in the act so he can move on and we can find him a hot little thang who's actually into the same things as he is and treats him like a worthy human being. I know he's just stuck because they've been together for a decade, they live together, and because he's not 100% sure of what's happening RIGHT NOW. I still think that doesn't matter, though. He walked in on her sleeping with someone else, caught her telling her friends she broke up with him and kicked him out of the house when they were still very much together, and knows she has a tendency to lie about everything, big or small. It's so annoying to me that she gets so irritated when he accuses her of things and complains that "no matter what I say he doesn't believe me! I don't know why he keeps accusing me of things!", because she made that bed of needles and now wants to bitch and moan when she's expected to sleep in it. And she's basically accused me of having an affair with him twice now, and reached out to fucking JORDAN (not you reading this, obviously 😝) to sign her up for It Works even though her and I have been talking about it since fucking February at least and she said she was gonna sign up under me and we'd work together but now she doesn't say a word to me about it and signs up under a fucking millionaire so she can get the bonus when she knows I'm broke right now and could really use it. But yet she says she's not mad at me. Right... I can see being annoyed that your boyfriend wants me, but that's not my fault.
Though it's kinda like the KT situation in that when I'm around her in person and were hanging out I have no problem with her and enjoy her company. It's just knowing all the shit she's done/does and how she treats one of my best friends that she's supposedly "in love with" that makes it hard to like her.
It's silly when people who can kinda draw buy a tattoo machine and start tattooing people without any sort of apprenticeship or anything. It's not the same as using a pencil! Smh... And then those people come into a shop and beg for a cover up cause you butchered their skin... Yeah, no thanks. Get some practice skin or an orange first, lol.
I've been making better money this week! I made $60 on Sunday, $94 on Monday, took yesterday off to hang out with Cody, and Devyn's working on an 8 hour session today so that's at least $48 (which is good for Wednesday! Lol), so I should break $200 today and then have 3 more days to go!
Cody gets out of the halfway house August 18th, and then I have an appointment to get my Mirena removed at 2:30 on the 19th and it's not gonna be very comfortable, I don't think, so he's gonna lay around with me and watch Netflix and wait on me for a day or two til my uterus stops screaming at me. Idk what it feels like to get it removed, but when I got it out in it was very uncomfortable for, I wanna say a couple days. And though they're not leaving anything in there this time, I've heard it grows into your body over time so I imagine it'll have to be cut out 😬. Oww. And I was on drugs when I got it put in and it still hurt. So I'm sure it'll just hurt worse without! Lol. 3 days off of work will be nice though. It's rare enough to get 2 days off, especially in a row. Anyway, I was gonna get another one put in, but I'm about 80% positive Mirena is the reason for all these UTIs and I'm sick of dealing with them so I'm gonna try Nuvaring again and see how it goes. Worst case I can always get another one put in later. It's much cheaper to just get it removed, though, and seeing as my insurance is inactive for whatever reason (though it'll hopefully be back on by then), I'd much rather pay $175 than $1,000 (even though Cody said he'd pay for it even though he thinks it's stupid, lol.).
I'm ready to get some more money coming in so I can move out of Olive Oils and set up my own life. Don't get me wrong, I love Olive Oil and appreciate all the help very much, but I'm also 27 years old and need to be on my own. Not trying to sit around there waiting to finish my apprenticeship so I can maybe make enough money to live on, smh. Fuck all that noise!
Though it's kinda like the KT situation in that when I'm around her in person and were hanging out I have no problem with her and enjoy her company. It's just knowing all the shit she's done/does and how she treats one of my best friends that she's supposedly "in love with" that makes it hard to like her.
It's silly when people who can kinda draw buy a tattoo machine and start tattooing people without any sort of apprenticeship or anything. It's not the same as using a pencil! Smh... And then those people come into a shop and beg for a cover up cause you butchered their skin... Yeah, no thanks. Get some practice skin or an orange first, lol.
I've been making better money this week! I made $60 on Sunday, $94 on Monday, took yesterday off to hang out with Cody, and Devyn's working on an 8 hour session today so that's at least $48 (which is good for Wednesday! Lol), so I should break $200 today and then have 3 more days to go!
Cody gets out of the halfway house August 18th, and then I have an appointment to get my Mirena removed at 2:30 on the 19th and it's not gonna be very comfortable, I don't think, so he's gonna lay around with me and watch Netflix and wait on me for a day or two til my uterus stops screaming at me. Idk what it feels like to get it removed, but when I got it out in it was very uncomfortable for, I wanna say a couple days. And though they're not leaving anything in there this time, I've heard it grows into your body over time so I imagine it'll have to be cut out 😬. Oww. And I was on drugs when I got it put in and it still hurt. So I'm sure it'll just hurt worse without! Lol. 3 days off of work will be nice though. It's rare enough to get 2 days off, especially in a row. Anyway, I was gonna get another one put in, but I'm about 80% positive Mirena is the reason for all these UTIs and I'm sick of dealing with them so I'm gonna try Nuvaring again and see how it goes. Worst case I can always get another one put in later. It's much cheaper to just get it removed, though, and seeing as my insurance is inactive for whatever reason (though it'll hopefully be back on by then), I'd much rather pay $175 than $1,000 (even though Cody said he'd pay for it even though he thinks it's stupid, lol.).
I'm ready to get some more money coming in so I can move out of Olive Oils and set up my own life. Don't get me wrong, I love Olive Oil and appreciate all the help very much, but I'm also 27 years old and need to be on my own. Not trying to sit around there waiting to finish my apprenticeship so I can maybe make enough money to live on, smh. Fuck all that noise!