Longer Bars
So yesterday I had Danny look at my boobs cause of swelling and he was like "omg why the hell did she put such tiny bars in there?! She said it was 1/2"?! Nobody starts at a 1/2", there's absolutely no room for swelling! We're probably gonna have to change em to longer bars. It's gonna suck though, like, you're gonna hate it". So later I was just like "let's just do it and get it over with!" So we did and it actually didn't hurt at all. So that's kinda strange. The vertical one is still really swollen but it has room to be now, at least. I think partially because of the way my bra hits it and it was more irritated from the small jewelry anyway.
I found this cool app where you can hide all your inappropriate pictures and stuff thats basically a calculator app but if you put a code in it pops up asking for a password and then you can access all that stuff. Not trying to have my homies use my phone for music or to take a picture and get a surprise hahaha 😂😂😂
Jacob and Malissa do actually seem a lot happier now. Hopefully it stays that way. But they've talked a lot and agreed that they'd give things a 100% real try and if it doesn't work out they'll split and remain good friends. I know this sounds horribly conceited of me, but I really think Jacob may have subconsciously been looking for problems so that they could break up because their relationship had gotten bland and boring and he had liked me for years and wanted to explore that but didn't want to up and leave Malissa to do that. Cause it wasn't until he tried to kiss me and I stopped him and then I got with Cody officially that it all started to simmer down. And they moved which I know has helped them a lot too. That's a really bad way of explaining it. But I could see being in a 10 year relationship that doesn't have any passion anymore and part of you wanting to explore what could be with somebody else. It's natural to want something new if your relationship isn't exciting at all to you anymore and you're in a bit of a rut.
Anyway, I gotta get my Mirena removed by August 25th. It's free with Medicaid but apparently I have no Medicaid at all now 😡 so I gotta try to get that sorted out but my I king case worker never answers the phone and never calls back the next day like the machine says she will. Sometimes it takes her an entire week. Either way I probably have to find a new doctor to do it (the other took the BCN from Mumse), but if I can't get the Medicaid working it's gonna be a mess... I think I should be able to get it sorted out though. Apparently they have a 3 year version of Mirena now called Skyla or something like that, so if that's covered I'll probably do that one instead.
Apparently Shells is gonna have a cross-eyes baby 😂 hahaha. But not really. Well, maybe not really... I guess it's possible she could be pregnant but Danny was just saying that cause she was nauseous and not for any of the things that tend to make her nauseous (according to him anyway)... I'm glad my babies wouldn't come out all cross-eyed and ugly looking, lol. They'd be cute as hell.
Gotta get my tire replaced tomorrow morning. I've had the donut on since Saturday cause they had to special order a tire for my 19" rims. And my donut had gotten super flat but it's all good now lol. Guess I've just used it a lot more than they expect you to, lol.
I'm down to 135lb like my goal was. The thing is, I haven't really done a damn thing to get there from 147lb, lol. Other than a couple cleanses. I think going down on the methadone is doing it. I don't eat as many fruit snacks and stuff, and methadone causes those cravings (for sweets, I mean). I eat healthy at south and eat too many noodles at east, so that should even itself out, I'd think lol
Yesterday I made $29 and today I made $38 😐 my days at south are supposed to be my big money days (or at least one of them usually is). This weeks probably gonna just as bad as last week. Which is bullshit. Pay us better, bitches! 😡
I guess I'm keeping my hair blonde for a little bit, and am just gonna get rid of the blue spots. It really doesn't look bad surprisingly! I've gotten a lot of compliments on it, anyway, haha.
So bored. Still at work. We're about to close though.
I found this cool app where you can hide all your inappropriate pictures and stuff thats basically a calculator app but if you put a code in it pops up asking for a password and then you can access all that stuff. Not trying to have my homies use my phone for music or to take a picture and get a surprise hahaha 😂😂😂
Jacob and Malissa do actually seem a lot happier now. Hopefully it stays that way. But they've talked a lot and agreed that they'd give things a 100% real try and if it doesn't work out they'll split and remain good friends. I know this sounds horribly conceited of me, but I really think Jacob may have subconsciously been looking for problems so that they could break up because their relationship had gotten bland and boring and he had liked me for years and wanted to explore that but didn't want to up and leave Malissa to do that. Cause it wasn't until he tried to kiss me and I stopped him and then I got with Cody officially that it all started to simmer down. And they moved which I know has helped them a lot too. That's a really bad way of explaining it. But I could see being in a 10 year relationship that doesn't have any passion anymore and part of you wanting to explore what could be with somebody else. It's natural to want something new if your relationship isn't exciting at all to you anymore and you're in a bit of a rut.
Anyway, I gotta get my Mirena removed by August 25th. It's free with Medicaid but apparently I have no Medicaid at all now 😡 so I gotta try to get that sorted out but my I king case worker never answers the phone and never calls back the next day like the machine says she will. Sometimes it takes her an entire week. Either way I probably have to find a new doctor to do it (the other took the BCN from Mumse), but if I can't get the Medicaid working it's gonna be a mess... I think I should be able to get it sorted out though. Apparently they have a 3 year version of Mirena now called Skyla or something like that, so if that's covered I'll probably do that one instead.
Apparently Shells is gonna have a cross-eyes baby 😂 hahaha. But not really. Well, maybe not really... I guess it's possible she could be pregnant but Danny was just saying that cause she was nauseous and not for any of the things that tend to make her nauseous (according to him anyway)... I'm glad my babies wouldn't come out all cross-eyed and ugly looking, lol. They'd be cute as hell.
Gotta get my tire replaced tomorrow morning. I've had the donut on since Saturday cause they had to special order a tire for my 19" rims. And my donut had gotten super flat but it's all good now lol. Guess I've just used it a lot more than they expect you to, lol.
I'm down to 135lb like my goal was. The thing is, I haven't really done a damn thing to get there from 147lb, lol. Other than a couple cleanses. I think going down on the methadone is doing it. I don't eat as many fruit snacks and stuff, and methadone causes those cravings (for sweets, I mean). I eat healthy at south and eat too many noodles at east, so that should even itself out, I'd think lol
Yesterday I made $29 and today I made $38 😐 my days at south are supposed to be my big money days (or at least one of them usually is). This weeks probably gonna just as bad as last week. Which is bullshit. Pay us better, bitches! 😡
I guess I'm keeping my hair blonde for a little bit, and am just gonna get rid of the blue spots. It really doesn't look bad surprisingly! I've gotten a lot of compliments on it, anyway, haha.
So bored. Still at work. We're about to close though.