There are no beautiful suicides...
So obviously it's been forever. The inter-web is going psycho at our house (and it's really starting to chaffe my asshole) so I'm at the library right now waiting for my next class to start.
So we'll start with the most exciting news... Last weekend. Hoo-ra let me tell you. I FINALLY got to go visit my Cherie and all of her 'peeps' in the soo and the type of blasty I had was nothing short of AMAZING! It was so awesome to see Cherie and Brian again, and to meet some new people who were way cool as well! Another thing that was awesome... the fact that I drank 90% of a pint of captain morgans BY MYSELF in something like 4 hours... AND DIDN'T THROW UP OR DIE!!! It was sweet and I was excited - what can I say, I'm a champ.
I finally got to meet Brett too... Bret is FANTABULOUS! He's funny and super nice, and the first night I was there he and Cherie and I had a three some cuddle fest in his bed... talk about a great guy! lol But seriously, I'm so glad that Cherie found someone who treats her the way she deserves. I could tell she was really happy - and she should be because Brett is amazing and (I'm sorry, but I gotta say it) he's pretty hot too! *high*five*Cherie!*
I got to talk to Brian for a good while about a lot of things, and it was nice to know that I still had a friend because I was kind of worried about that... that things would be wierd or he would hate me forever or something. It was a good thing we had all consumed so much alcohol though because I don't think that would have ever happened if Brian wasn't wasted off his ass... because let's face it A.) he's a boy and B.) he's Brian. So we probly won't ever talk like that anytime soon *sigh* but at least a lot of important things were said and a lot was cleared up.
On another note... a big change happened for me this weekend. I got exactly what I thought I wanted and realized that it wasn't at all what I wanted... and it was amazing. I don't know what happened, but it was like another piece of the puzzle just slipped into place. Things have been so different for me (in my head and emotionally) since that moment. It's really nice to have finally found a little peace of mind... no matter how small.
So with the exception of being hung over basically the entire weekend (as a direct result from my bout with el capitan) it was an awesomely amazing time and I hope I can do it again really soon!
Something funny before I go... driving home was interesting. I started nodding off and after about the thrid time my head dropped and I picked up my head and saw that I was in the other lane... I decided that it might be a good idea to pull over and "rest my eyes" for a litle. I pulled over at a super 8, locked the doors, closed my eyes... and opened them an hour later.
Ok so it's not that funny... but I thought it was.
Peace and Love G-String Divas
So we'll start with the most exciting news... Last weekend. Hoo-ra let me tell you. I FINALLY got to go visit my Cherie and all of her 'peeps' in the soo and the type of blasty I had was nothing short of AMAZING! It was so awesome to see Cherie and Brian again, and to meet some new people who were way cool as well! Another thing that was awesome... the fact that I drank 90% of a pint of captain morgans BY MYSELF in something like 4 hours... AND DIDN'T THROW UP OR DIE!!! It was sweet and I was excited - what can I say, I'm a champ.
I finally got to meet Brett too... Bret is FANTABULOUS! He's funny and super nice, and the first night I was there he and Cherie and I had a three some cuddle fest in his bed... talk about a great guy! lol But seriously, I'm so glad that Cherie found someone who treats her the way she deserves. I could tell she was really happy - and she should be because Brett is amazing and (I'm sorry, but I gotta say it) he's pretty hot too! *high*five*Cherie!*
I got to talk to Brian for a good while about a lot of things, and it was nice to know that I still had a friend because I was kind of worried about that... that things would be wierd or he would hate me forever or something. It was a good thing we had all consumed so much alcohol though because I don't think that would have ever happened if Brian wasn't wasted off his ass... because let's face it A.) he's a boy and B.) he's Brian. So we probly won't ever talk like that anytime soon *sigh* but at least a lot of important things were said and a lot was cleared up.
On another note... a big change happened for me this weekend. I got exactly what I thought I wanted and realized that it wasn't at all what I wanted... and it was amazing. I don't know what happened, but it was like another piece of the puzzle just slipped into place. Things have been so different for me (in my head and emotionally) since that moment. It's really nice to have finally found a little peace of mind... no matter how small.
So with the exception of being hung over basically the entire weekend (as a direct result from my bout with el capitan) it was an awesomely amazing time and I hope I can do it again really soon!
Something funny before I go... driving home was interesting. I started nodding off and after about the thrid time my head dropped and I picked up my head and saw that I was in the other lane... I decided that it might be a good idea to pull over and "rest my eyes" for a litle. I pulled over at a super 8, locked the doors, closed my eyes... and opened them an hour later.
Ok so it's not that funny... but I thought it was.
Peace and Love G-String Divas