a mere drop of any kind of power and the delusion of being on top of the world kicks in.
then discrimination and injustice towards the weak ensues and the count of polluted souls further inclines.
a bitter race, a bitter world.

the disgusting human greed for power.

and then there was one.
and then there was me. 

two sides to the same sunshine.

a part is still in disbelief,
trying desparately to believe.
so desparate that it became blind.
whether it is blind to truth or lie is yet to be seen.
it became blind but happy.
and who dares to wish an early parting from a temporary happiness?
this is why fools are happy,
why ignorance is bliss.

spent my time wandering blindly and there is no choice now but to stop in my tracks and realize that i am lost ( Read more... )

gave pieces of my soul.
they left.
i wasn't enough.
i stayed behind.

i threw some meaningless words.
there was pretend forgiveness.
but with slow backward steps.

and again i stayed behind,
with all my regrets.
and a soul with holes.

all in all, another day with luck on my side :) now all i have to worry about is how harsh it's gonna be without it there tomorrow :\
haha.

the sun's out! because the grey clouds decided to gather elsewhere - in my head.

hmm. life gets tough for a night owl who's priorities only occur in the daytime. the weeks are becoming longer and packed with so much work. can't help but to try to survive a day at a time. whoo.