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spent my time wandering blindly and there is no choice now but to stop in my tracks and realize that i am lost.
how can one go about becoming un-lost?
cutting my hair doesn't even help me cope anymore.
i want to grow it out and hide in it.
can't face the world anymore.
the condescending stares as they misunderstand and laugh at my torment.
my mind refuses to rest and my body isn't keeping up.
i'm tired.
my head knows exactly why i'm suffering and it knows exactly what i should do.
yet my heart, my stupid heart, keeps hesitating and resisting in fear.
i'm so tired.
how can one go about becoming un-lost?
cutting my hair doesn't even help me cope anymore.
i want to grow it out and hide in it.
can't face the world anymore.
the condescending stares as they misunderstand and laugh at my torment.
my mind refuses to rest and my body isn't keeping up.
i'm tired.
my head knows exactly why i'm suffering and it knows exactly what i should do.
yet my heart, my stupid heart, keeps hesitating and resisting in fear.
i'm so tired.