Apr 15, 2005 00:33
SO stuff has been going on, but I really don't feel like typing it. Oh well. I tryed to do this cool thing tonight, but it didn't turn out like I planned. Which sucks. You know when you want something a certian way, and it would be soo cool if it was that way, and it doesn't end up that way at all....yea thats pretty much it. I hate when that happens. People shouldn't be capable of thinking of such high expectations. Then things would be good enough and nothing would be dissapointing.
I found out today guy's pants are very comfy, and now I want a pair to wear of my own.
I stayed home from school today with a headache. I was finally caught up, ahead even. Doign very well. Well now i'm not. I missed so much just in one day. I missed two huge test, a quiz, notes that were straight from my unit test in LAtin that we take on the day we come back, and another quiz. Plus really important notes in math. God I missed so much, could I pick a worse day!? And tomorrow's only a half day. I got 3 classes and one's a study hall. SO you know what...I don't think I'm going. What's another day anyway! It doesn't make a difference at this point! I went all last week tho. Thought I was gonna make it a full two weeks. I thought wrong. I haven't made it a full two weeks since I got sick. What was I thinking. Such high expectations...how dissapointing.
So last night I hillusinated worse then I ever had before. It was wicked scary. And now I can't take the pills that I NEED to go to bed, bc I was sceaming from hillusinating. How am I suppose to sleep now!? I have nothing to make me pass out! What do people think I am..a majishin. I can put a spell on me and sleep. I once asked this witch in my class to put a good spell on me. I don't think that was the best thing to do. It would still be cool to put spells on people tho. She told me I could do it to myself if I had the right "mindset" and "energy". ummm I don't think so.
So it's April 15, and offically Bob's birthday. I just saw him eariler and didn't say anything. Totally forgot. Good thing it wasn't offically his birthday yet. I'll call him later. He'll apperciate it. two years ago when I was going out with him, and it was his birthday, he didn't want anything, so I got him a black boa. And he loved it. I gave it to him in school. And he tried to wear it around, before the teachers told him to take it off. That's the bob I used to know. I don't think he would wear that boa now. The last time we hung out we were talking and he asked me if i liked his hair better long. I was like yes, grow it back. He was like well now everyone's got their hair long. I was just like yea...but you were the only one that had it purple. Yea I really loved it like that.
Me and christina mohaked her sister's hair tonight. It was soo hott...so badass. That was the best thing ever! It was soo cool lookin! Loved it! Hahah we used so much shit..it was like a rock. She'll never wash that beast ouT!