i woke up today thirteen minutes after i was supposed to be at work, freaked out, called my job and threw out the first excuse i thought of -- that my little sister was sick and i had been caring for her all morning -- threw on some clothes and sped to work. made it here in hella good time though, only like 20 minutes ( Read more... )

today is chris and my 11 months.
which is essentially a year.
i've got from not knowing what to make of him,
to him being my best friend
and my love.
what i honestly think will be the love of my life.
it's crazy to think
how much has changed in a year
and how natural it feels. because i don't think i could be this happy any other way.

one month .

so i just realized... that i totally need to get a haircut before college ( Read more... )

yesterday chris and i drove around for two hours looking for somewhere asian to eat, only to finally realize that EVERY asian place is closed on mondays. what the fuck is up with that? we ended up eating at some crappy buffalo wings place and he ordered a $20 meal, bitch. mine was like $7. but seriously... asian people are so weird. we even went to ( Read more... )

work is boring
i leave for college in one month and nineteen days
how weird

i feel increasingly confident about chris and i

and i need to go shopping for college shit

should not be making me cry on a regular basis, should not be the biggest dark cloud in my life.

well, this is weird...

i'm at work
bored
meeting in 8 minutes
i wish i could just have like one big thing to work on for a day so i don't have to go looking for something new every 5, 10 minutes

i love when people talk shit about me (constantly!) and think i don't know and/or ever will.
it's not that we're shitty, it's just that i don't give a shit about you anymore. THAT'S why i'm not giving you the time of day.
peace!

cos i'm just gonna be chill

ok but on the real though, chris is back. and prom is next weekend. and it's nice out and i'm totally gonna start getting a tan. and i got to reallly see chris his first night back so that was good. except that he didn't get out of bed until three and a half hours after i woke up, and ten minutes before i left. EVEN when i made him bacon and eggs. ( Read more... )