i'm positive though
ok but on the real though, chris is back. and prom is next weekend. and it's nice out and i'm totally gonna start getting a tan. and i got to reallly see chris his first night back so that was good. except that he didn't get out of bed until three and a half hours after i woke up, and ten minutes before i left. EVEN when i made him bacon and eggs. and the eggs were too dry and not hot anymore but so what, it's totally the thought. plus that's the first time i cooked for him.
and then he didn't even eat it... :'(
i'm not making enough money for life right now. i think my insurance is gonna be like $200 a month come june or july when my accident gets factored in and it goes up. and right now i make about $250 a month. i guess i could take on another day at work but i don't think it would be worth it considering i would probably KILL myself. mostly i just need a new job. one with air conditioning, decent pay, and less grease and grime. do they have those for 17 year old?! noooot likely. i'm so done with bitch work. too bad i love everyone at work (not everyone) it's like a huge family.
everyone wants me to go out to dinner with them prom night and i really don't want to. i want to stay home all day and cook for chris and be all wifey. and then go to prom and have it be really really great. (and have chris over allll day!)
i'm accepted into iu and whatever. i actually am excited. not so much about the academics part. it'll give me time to figure out what i want though.
i hope chris and i really do stay in touch and stay seeing each other. i donno... it's never been something i'm good at. but there's real stuff at stake now, and i want him. it's gonna be weird. it's gonna be reallly weird. four years? i'll be 21. not that old but, what's going to be going through my mind when i'm 21? makes me wanna cry.
and then he didn't even eat it... :'(
i'm not making enough money for life right now. i think my insurance is gonna be like $200 a month come june or july when my accident gets factored in and it goes up. and right now i make about $250 a month. i guess i could take on another day at work but i don't think it would be worth it considering i would probably KILL myself. mostly i just need a new job. one with air conditioning, decent pay, and less grease and grime. do they have those for 17 year old?! noooot likely. i'm so done with bitch work. too bad i love everyone at work (not everyone) it's like a huge family.
everyone wants me to go out to dinner with them prom night and i really don't want to. i want to stay home all day and cook for chris and be all wifey. and then go to prom and have it be really really great. (and have chris over allll day!)
i'm accepted into iu and whatever. i actually am excited. not so much about the academics part. it'll give me time to figure out what i want though.
i hope chris and i really do stay in touch and stay seeing each other. i donno... it's never been something i'm good at. but there's real stuff at stake now, and i want him. it's gonna be weird. it's gonna be reallly weird. four years? i'll be 21. not that old but, what's going to be going through my mind when i'm 21? makes me wanna cry.