It was like all my nightmares were made real and took physical form in front of me - which they actually did.

It was a horrible, horrible defense where I stumbled, mumbled and looked like a lost, kicked puppy.

But I passed. Barely.

I'm never doing this again.

I've been wandering around and reading a bunch of posts these past few days about the latest fandom-wide 'issues' that have abounded, and finally have reached the point of posting about it, though I don't pretend that I'll make a lot of sense ( Read more... )

I did a random google search on my name (as I do occasionally) and found all the nice work stuff like I anticipated, but then the horrifying happened. One of the top ten hits was the 'we_prefer_Angelus' Yahoo group, complete with about 20 or so entries of purely ME ( Read more... )