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Goose might have lymphoma but they're treating for an infection first because she has a fever. If it does wind up being lymphoma we'll have to put her down. There's no way we can afford to treat her and I won't let her suffer. =/
This has been a really terrible week. I need to find a good way to relax. Suggestions? I almost had an anxiety attack today before work. I was freaking out about Goose (she hadn't had her appt yet), about work and how I missed yesterday (I have a drs note, but still), money, how I missed last Friday (I was sick and had a drs note again), being sick, starting my period (yay hormones), being fat (PMS really isn't helping), wondering how terrible my raise is going to be this year thanks to the days I've missed lately (even though I had notes for them...GRR), not knowing if my bosses were mad (they weren't, apparently), and getting to the bus stop only to discover I didn't have my EWU card, thus having to drive in my barely-working car. It's ok, though.
I also somehow have the wrong HR book...I copy/pasted the ISBN from the bookstore, but it's RADICALLY different than what I have. So that explains why I knew nothing on the test. I'm waiting for my right one, but in the meantime I can't do my hw or tests. I'll have about a month to do 3 tests and 6 assignments. I wondered why I was not getting stuff right...GRR.
I wish I could take a break from everything. I want a vacation, but I don't get one. It doesn't look like we'll be able to afford to go to CA for the reunion =/ I'll have to take some time off in July to see my great-aunt (hurrah), but that's not really a vacation. Maybe we'll go camping on our own somewhere. Who knows. Just get away.
This has been a really terrible week. I need to find a good way to relax. Suggestions? I almost had an anxiety attack today before work. I was freaking out about Goose (she hadn't had her appt yet), about work and how I missed yesterday (I have a drs note, but still), money, how I missed last Friday (I was sick and had a drs note again), being sick, starting my period (yay hormones), being fat (PMS really isn't helping), wondering how terrible my raise is going to be this year thanks to the days I've missed lately (even though I had notes for them...GRR), not knowing if my bosses were mad (they weren't, apparently), and getting to the bus stop only to discover I didn't have my EWU card, thus having to drive in my barely-working car. It's ok, though.
I also somehow have the wrong HR book...I copy/pasted the ISBN from the bookstore, but it's RADICALLY different than what I have. So that explains why I knew nothing on the test. I'm waiting for my right one, but in the meantime I can't do my hw or tests. I'll have about a month to do 3 tests and 6 assignments. I wondered why I was not getting stuff right...GRR.
I wish I could take a break from everything. I want a vacation, but I don't get one. It doesn't look like we'll be able to afford to go to CA for the reunion =/ I'll have to take some time off in July to see my great-aunt (hurrah), but that's not really a vacation. Maybe we'll go camping on our own somewhere. Who knows. Just get away.