it decided me

[luvpumpkin]

i'm going to continue w talk therapy about typical life stuff and for medication monitoring for my bipolar II/cyclothymia but i am going to do something else about my real psychopathology...

1) i'm going to self work on the stuff i want changed that i CAN change and
2) im going to embrace the things i don't want to nor can change.  i don't want to be normal.  i want to be me.

i need a job to pay bills but that is all i NEED to be normal for.... i like being disturbed as long as i can function independently.