taking time for me

[luvpumpkin]

i kept going back to work.... telling myself i was strong.  that things could have been worse.  that the fingers that tried to enter me and the hands that tried to feel me up were blocked by clothes.... that though i felt everything they tried to do, it could have been worse.... it could have been worse.....

but it was bad enough.

so today i asked for work comp time to take the rest of the week off.
the assault happened at work and fucked me up enough to need the time off....
the kids were arrested.
orders of protection filed.
one is still in jail
the other has staff with him 24/7

so yeah, it could have been worse
but it fuckin could have been better too!!

standing up for myself this time around
i am not a victim.