ugg. my life...

[luv_ya_muchos]

Omg so Life sucks hella right now.. yes I am having my good days but all in all I have lost all meaning to live! Yes, I do have all my friends and all of my animlas, and Mr. A and B and Mrs. B but truly I could be very happy not living at all.. my life is so boring!! take a look at all my days! THEY ARE ALL THE SAME )with some minor differences, like what I learned) but for the most part, my day is very and incredibally boring, that is it! Oye! I have biology homework and I also have some lit homework and some math! yea math! I like Mr. B's class except for the whole soda thing is so boring! Gosh! he can get side tracked so easily it hella sucks... I quite frankly think Mr. A thinks I'm really obnacious.. ugg... I had an okay weekend.. saw Ice Princess for the 3rd time.. I think I'm going to buy it when the movie comes out on DVD I really like it alot.. I went with my mom, sho, and alexia.. hahaha okay well I'm bored now.. I cannot wait until summer vacation! I will be outta this fucking state so fast! and I'm not returning till a few weeks before school, I might do polo soph year, along with swimming, but we shall see on how much weight I loose over the summer, if I loose 20-30 pounds I'll do it! which I will probably not loose but I do indeed hope and I will atleast try!

my plan?

get up at 4
stretch from 4-4:25
Run/jog from 4:30-5:30
have a banana
6-7:30ish horse-back ride
8-10 swim
10-11 be all showered and have Special K for breakfast

Lunch? Fruit
Dinner? LOTS O SALAD!!!!! yummy!!

other? NO DESSERT! well fruit is okay but thats it...

So as long as I'm burning more calories than taking in.. I should be loosing my goal..

My goal? to loose 20 pounds.. an average of 10 pounds a month

if I loose more? BOO-Yea!
if I loose less? Shame on me! that means no dessert or anything sweet during school...

I'm sorry but being huge and fat doesn't get me guys or a life.. or allow me to be all of me.. if that makes any truly sense... okay well I am bored now

I'm going.. adios!

luv ya muchos
AP