The Truth
Well, the truth is out, well atleast my dad knows, I don't want to do basketball anymore. I want to do Waterpolo and Swimming. I mean, I knew he would be angry and disapointed feeling as if he didn't do enough to keep us motivated.. but he pushed us into the damn sport in the first place! I have done this damn sport for 7 years of my life! Isn't that enough? I mean really! I have no motivation for the sport and every year the coaches would just tell them, she has potential! Yeppie! I do.. I always do! But is my heart in the right place? NO! My heart belongs in the water.. and omg! we started fighting, I started crying.. oye! why can't he just understand... he can't make us do the sport and all year I put on a "happy" face for him and my mom but really, inside.. It killed me each day to go, but I couldn't tell them that.. but now.. atleast my dad knows.. I think my mom kinda gets it.. not sure though.. Well she will find out next year ten.. I can't go through this again right now.. He was so mad when he found out.. everyone, except Sho, have been kind of dissapointed that I'm giving it up! But WHY?!?!?! Would you rather me play the sport and be miserable not to mention Id be there but I wouldn't be doing my best?!?! God Damnet!! I'm fucking fed up with basketball! I can't stand it! I have playe dthe sport for 7 years.. I'm done.. I can't play it anymore.. I don't want to play it anymore!! I want to be in the water, where I belong.. where I have always belonged... Why can't anyone understand that?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
Luv ya muchos
AP
Luv ya muchos
AP