i really don't want to end up hurting him..
but i don't want to end up hurt either.

maybe this is why i'm so anti-relationship.

i don't want to believe it..
i can't believe it.
he didn't pull the trigger.
i refuse to believe that he pulled that trigger..
it's hard enough trying to accept that he even held the gun.

and i have no idea why i'm not scared of him.
she's more scared for me than i am.
he would never hurt his family.

he pulled the trigger.

i hate being lied to, but sometimes i just wish that i didn't know the whole truth.

It's never been my intention ( Read more... )

i don't really use this anymore ( Read more... )

stupid internet quiz ( Read more... )

"The stars are always there but we miss them in the dirt and clouds. We miss them in the storms. Tell them to remember hope. We have hope ( Read more... )

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i've lost touch of who i am.
i don't know what i'm doing here anymore..

Forgive, sounds good ( Read more... )