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I'm really tired of feeling on top of the world one day and trying to convince myself not to kill myself the next. i miss the way i felt when school started and i had so much motivation. and somewhere somehow i lost it. i think i just fell off track and now i'm going to get right back on. and stay on. i will be back to my prefat weight by christmas break, and as soon as i get back to schoool... heads will be turning at my amazing transformation. :]