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Nov 15, 2007 22:26

oh god help me. i feel a "tick" coming on. a tick is when something in my brain goes horribly wrong and i just want to kill myself. so i'm staying away from those pills. or atleast handfulls of those pills. i wont do this again. but third time is a charm. trust me when i say i'd rather be dead nowadays.

i dont know why this is happening again. i think i pull myself out of this and all of a sudden i want to die. i want to die so bad. i never want to wake up in this body in this life in this bed without you ever again.
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