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sweet 16: brandon came over after school, and on my dresser there was a big boquet of pink roses, and a new pipe, and a bag of cali orange weed, and a lighter. me and brandon had sex :) then we went downstairs, and my mom gave me a portable dvd player and 250$. we went to the mall, so i could go shopping, but brandon would not let me buy anything! he paid for every thing i tried to buy for myself. i even tried to do it when he was in the dressing room picking out stuff for himself. no guy has ever boughten me anything before, really. other than drugs and alcohol. he got me a ton of clothes at ae, eyeshadow new lipglosses a bra and a tote from victoria secrets, playboy sunglasses, a crystal star belly button ring, and a smoothie lol. then we went to outback and then he had to go homeeeee. :[
brandon hasnt been able to come over other than that all week because he's semi-grounded. it was okay though because i have my period anyway, and on thursday when he wanted to hang out i had to get my nails done with my mom, and yesturday chelsea wanted me to come burn with her after school, and not bring brandon. brandon called me like 4 times but i knew he didnt want to come hang out because i was just babysitting.
while i was getting ready, of all people, manny stops by. i didnt even know what to think. i was in these tiny shorts and my new bra and a hoodie that covers nothing. i was embaressed and wanted it to be brandon. but it was manny, out of no where after six month. with a bottle of pills, and a bunch of sob stories. he kept telling me he missed me, and wished we could have worked out, and calling me veggie like he used to. he was talking to me like nothing ever happened between us. like we are together, and always have been. and just stops over and gives me pills, and a reallyy nice pair of sunglasses. lol. then i had to go babysit and brandon called again, and told me to call him when i got home but i didnt get there until 3 or so. now it's probably 6 and i think im going to start popping pills, cleaning up, doing laundry. ya knowww.
brandon hasnt been able to come over other than that all week because he's semi-grounded. it was okay though because i have my period anyway, and on thursday when he wanted to hang out i had to get my nails done with my mom, and yesturday chelsea wanted me to come burn with her after school, and not bring brandon. brandon called me like 4 times but i knew he didnt want to come hang out because i was just babysitting.
while i was getting ready, of all people, manny stops by. i didnt even know what to think. i was in these tiny shorts and my new bra and a hoodie that covers nothing. i was embaressed and wanted it to be brandon. but it was manny, out of no where after six month. with a bottle of pills, and a bunch of sob stories. he kept telling me he missed me, and wished we could have worked out, and calling me veggie like he used to. he was talking to me like nothing ever happened between us. like we are together, and always have been. and just stops over and gives me pills, and a reallyy nice pair of sunglasses. lol. then i had to go babysit and brandon called again, and told me to call him when i got home but i didnt get there until 3 or so. now it's probably 6 and i think im going to start popping pills, cleaning up, doing laundry. ya knowww.