yeah...
we broke up again, and i dont know whats happening to us,
i mean there no longer is an US but i mean we dont even have a friendship,
like if i ask him why he seemed so hostile toward me... hed tell me i was trying to control him, or if i im him too fast, its like "im obsessing"
shit, i dont know whats going on anymore,
he still means so much to me, and this hostility is making me just want to punch someone in the face, i dont enjoy it, yeah i cry a lot
but i stopped today, so it was okay..
i dont know
i was a wreck, it was rediculous i wanted to like
DIE
haha whatever its nothing now,
its over, and he doesnt realize ive accepted it, so he doesnt wanna hang out or anything anymore..
i miss his house
its sooo comfortable, it really is... shit id go there if he wasnt home, i just like its auora... okay
im done...
i mean there no longer is an US but i mean we dont even have a friendship,
like if i ask him why he seemed so hostile toward me... hed tell me i was trying to control him, or if i im him too fast, its like "im obsessing"
shit, i dont know whats going on anymore,
he still means so much to me, and this hostility is making me just want to punch someone in the face, i dont enjoy it, yeah i cry a lot
but i stopped today, so it was okay..
i dont know
i was a wreck, it was rediculous i wanted to like
DIE
haha whatever its nothing now,
its over, and he doesnt realize ive accepted it, so he doesnt wanna hang out or anything anymore..
i miss his house
its sooo comfortable, it really is... shit id go there if he wasnt home, i just like its auora... okay
im done...