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[lured]

Into Dust

Still falling
Breathless and on again
Inside today
Beside me today
Around broken in two
'Till you eyes shed
Into dust
Like two strangers
Turning into dust
'Till my hand shook with the way I fear

I could possibly be fading
Or have something more to gain
I could feel myself growing colder
I could feel myself under your fate
Under your fate

I was you breathless and tall
I could feel my eyes turning into dust
And two strangers turning into dust
Turning into dust

sometimes i stop
breathing
being
caring

it is so easy to stop
to undo you
to pretend time and time again that you do not exist
that this life is false, a bad dream that took so long to wake from
a second in time that really does not matter

it is so easy to stop
until you have to breath
until you have to think
until you have to be
but you are not who they want you to be
and then you wish for it to stop
but it just moves faster, more out of your control

i pray to not breathe
with each breath