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[lured]

i am done school until Jan. two more semester and i graduate. I cannot wait to be done, to be free. i drank three glasses of wine as my mother watched and critized. Then once she had gone to bed i drank peach schnappes and vodka.
I am quite drunk.
I am alone
I feel alone

its weird i want to run away so bad to be alone, but here i am at home, alone and all i want is some to talk to me.

but there is no one

how pathetic am i?