It's been about 5 months since I've started my so called diet. 5 months since I decided to lose weight. Have I lost any weight? NO. I gained instead. What the heck is wrong with me? Why can't I stick to my goals? Why is this so freakin' hard..? I keep telling myself, "I'm gonna do it!" only to end up not doing it. I would diet and exercise for a ( Read more... )

Okay. That's it. I'm so sick of dieting. I end up losing weight and then gaining it back in an instant. I basically starve myself to death while exercising and lose about a pound a day. Obviously, that's not healthy. Once I start eating, I'd gain it back in about a day. I'm so sick of going back and forth with this diet. It used to be exercising ( Read more... )

So, I've been on my diet and I've been working out. I was so happy when I finally lost a few pounds. Unfortunately, being the fat ass that I am, I cheated. T.T I was so hungry!! Okay, no. I was just craving. But it kills me that I've gained 1 pound. Yes, I know. It's just 1 pound, I shouldn't be so worked up about it, but I just can't help it. For ( Read more... )

Sigh, so I haven't post for the past two days or so. Why? Obviously because I've been cheating with my diet. Honestly, I'm so sick and tired of going back and forth with this diet. T.T I have very little willpower. But! I've decided. I'm just going to stick to my diet. No complaints or anything. And if I cheat again... I'll hate myself forever. But ( Read more... )

Uggh...I can't take it anymore. I want to EAT. Not boiled veggies, not boiled chicken! I'm talking unhealthy, fatass food. I'm talking pizza, ramen, fried chicken, burgers, all that fat stuff. I mean, I'm not even overweight. I'm just self conscious. T.T But I have to bare with it because of my will to be skinny. Ahhh. What am I going to do? I keep ( Read more... )

Got back on track today. So proud of myself! I felt great after exercise too. I was able to lift so much more during weight training as well as not getting tired during cardio. Although I ate a bit more than my first day of my diet, I feel like I did a good job today. :D Lost 2 lbs so far too!!! Woohoo! Definitely got to keep this up.

Exercise
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I'm so ashamed of myself today. Curse my love for eating. I'm too ashamed to even post what I ate today. I didn't even exercise, unless you count those 50 squats. I can't stop craving food! :sigh: Back to square one. Tomorrow I'll be going to the gym and making sure I stay on my diet. No more pigging out!!! ...hopefully

I was really motivated today. Hope I can keep this up. Unfortunately my meals are so bland, it makes me crave junk food. Good thing I stocked up on some fruit. I just really hope I don't end up messing up.

Exercise
-Elliptical 30 minutes
-Weight training (Buttocks and thighs)

Breakfast
-Boiled egg

Lunch-Boiled veggies (no salt ( Read more... )

I decided I'm actually going to start my New Year's Resolutions and hopefully finish them. Of course, I'll start with the first thing on my list. LOSE WEIGHT. I want to lose about 15lbs and like most people who strive to lose weight, they post a diary and stuff to keep track of what they're doing or what they're eating. My diet starts tomorrow! I'm ( Read more... )