It's been about 5 months since I've started my so called diet. 5 months since I decided to lose weight. Have I lost any weight? NO. I gained instead. What the heck is wrong with me? Why can't I stick to my goals? Why is this so freakin' hard..? I keep telling myself, "I'm gonna do it!" only to end up not doing it. I would diet and exercise for a ( Read more... )

I'm so ashamed of myself today. Curse my love for eating. I'm too ashamed to even post what I ate today. I didn't even exercise, unless you count those 50 squats. I can't stop craving food! :sigh: Back to square one. Tomorrow I'll be going to the gym and making sure I stay on my diet. No more pigging out!!! ...hopefully

Whenever I'm struggling with something, I just break down. I have no idea what to do and I just continue stalling until there's no time left. Obviously the stalling makes things worse, meaning I break down even more. I'm just so tired lately. I have too many things to take care of at once and the worst part is everyone expects so much from me. I ( Read more... )

So, lately I've been feeling REALLY psychotic, to the point where I'm basically having really BAD dreams and scaring the shit out of my dogs.(Sorry!) I don't know... Maybe it's from all this stress and pressure. It seems like time is going by way to quickly. I have so many priorities and responsibilities. I just can't take it anymore. I want to ( Read more... )