Weirdly Sad
This always happens after my mom or sister comes out. My sister just visited, it was an excellent, excellent time. And now I feel...pfff.
I'm kind of pushing myself along through the things I have set up to do, so I won't lose any of the ground I've gained. A first chapter, a writing critique group, a good group of friends, a friend (with allergies!) for Cole...but underneath it all I just feel weirdly sad.
Something wrong with my brain cocktail? Or my health in general? Hmmm. I was feeling a little sickly, b/c I ate something with wheat in it accidentally and that chews up my insides (celiac's disease, what fun). But the truth is that Collin came back from his weekend retreat and we got in a fight Monday night. I think I was already sad from Keri leaving, so the fight just intensified my loneliness.
Eh. I didn't mean for this post to get so moody. People are coming over tonight, which will cheer me up. No worries, mates.
I'm kind of pushing myself along through the things I have set up to do, so I won't lose any of the ground I've gained. A first chapter, a writing critique group, a good group of friends, a friend (with allergies!) for Cole...but underneath it all I just feel weirdly sad.
Something wrong with my brain cocktail? Or my health in general? Hmmm. I was feeling a little sickly, b/c I ate something with wheat in it accidentally and that chews up my insides (celiac's disease, what fun). But the truth is that Collin came back from his weekend retreat and we got in a fight Monday night. I think I was already sad from Keri leaving, so the fight just intensified my loneliness.
Eh. I didn't mean for this post to get so moody. People are coming over tonight, which will cheer me up. No worries, mates.