boring update
Well, I had some plans to go out to the Flywheel to see Tam's band and meet up with her infamous crew, including Drake and Travis, but an integral part of the planning included how to get out there, and I didn't get that part together in time. Fuck. That's what I wanted to do tonight was go to a rock show, maybe get a little rowdy, get a little drunk, etc. Tam, I hope you don't think I'm ditching you, I want to try to catch you guys in Boston, that might work out better ironically enough. Keep my number, ok?
This song reminds me of a lot of shit, it's certainly a good one.
Well, looks like I might actually get some work done on my thesis tonight. I got some new books thru inter library loan today, big beautiful ones. Gotta go copy and read and take notes. Having a bit of an existential crisis about leaving school/carrying on with life not being a student/growing up and entering new chapters of my life/how to make it work. Talking to my super-academe housemate RJ about grad skool sounds scary...how will I ever get in after working some unrelated job for 5 years or so between graduating college and applying? How will I ever be a good TA? Won't I cry and freak out during these "orals" things? Eeek! On my brain now is how to stay involved in my field and how to keep my brain fresh out of school.
God I am so scared. I know it will be ok, and I am being assured from all directions that there is life after college, and everyone seems to be doing it just fine, but I think I will have to experience it to believe it.
I guess I don't have much to say. I have been feeling strangely about pronouns and my household lately, but that is a whole nother topic. I think I am generally feeling shaken and shy and scared these days...nervous. But it's ok.
Cade, I got your package, thanks a lot! I wish I had pics of me sportin' the new hat. The Grammar of Ornament CD ROM is awesome...very interesting stuff.
I feel like watching the Batman trilogy.
This song reminds me of a lot of shit, it's certainly a good one.
Well, looks like I might actually get some work done on my thesis tonight. I got some new books thru inter library loan today, big beautiful ones. Gotta go copy and read and take notes. Having a bit of an existential crisis about leaving school/carrying on with life not being a student/growing up and entering new chapters of my life/how to make it work. Talking to my super-academe housemate RJ about grad skool sounds scary...how will I ever get in after working some unrelated job for 5 years or so between graduating college and applying? How will I ever be a good TA? Won't I cry and freak out during these "orals" things? Eeek! On my brain now is how to stay involved in my field and how to keep my brain fresh out of school.
God I am so scared. I know it will be ok, and I am being assured from all directions that there is life after college, and everyone seems to be doing it just fine, but I think I will have to experience it to believe it.
I guess I don't have much to say. I have been feeling strangely about pronouns and my household lately, but that is a whole nother topic. I think I am generally feeling shaken and shy and scared these days...nervous. But it's ok.
Cade, I got your package, thanks a lot! I wish I had pics of me sportin' the new hat. The Grammar of Ornament CD ROM is awesome...very interesting stuff.
I feel like watching the Batman trilogy.