just an update

[lucyspaz]

just cuz i hadn't updated this in a while...lemme think. there have been fun days, 45 min in traffic on the way to panda's, storytime with curtis (bad idea), kyle and i being total opposites from shay and curtis (is that a bad thing?), buying incense, finding out good news, then finding out the bad news, looking forward to things yet dreading them too, finding my inspiration, locking curtis in his own trunk (shouldn't have kicked me out), locking curtis out of his own car (but then he threatened to actually climb over me--without embarassment or shame---frightening), having no classes with shay (tear, tear, tear), first class with kyle and curtis (or should i say first class w/ kyle and curtis in it, since they are ACROSS the room, i shouldn't really say i have a class WITH them, they're just IN it :-( ), crying cuz i miss mrs. mouton (ooooh, i love her!!! and i hate curtis and kyle for having her now--ARGH), sucky classes this semester...wait, did i already say that?, no i didn't, um...., anti-homecoming night at my house this friday, just shay, kyle, and curtis--like always, but past all the bad at least i have...THE EXTRAVAGANZA SATURDAY AND SUNDAY!!! AAHHH!!!! YAY!!!! i hate how i've trained myself to look for something negative in everything and eventually, after the excitement wears off, i end up dreading what i was once looking forward too. what's wrong with me? erin? if you read this, what's wrong with me? why am i so pessimistic now?

help me erin please!! before i end up calling kevin for advice....