happy new year!
so it was a decent new year. feel special erin: i'm updating this today INSTEAD of my xanga. oh yeah, specialness all around! i have 13 new years resolutions, i already broke one, but i'm still trying for it. i have them posted on my xanga. (hint hint--go to my xanga. www.xanga.com/tearsofhope3)
so i told curtis that i liked him. i was wondering if that would be kinda risky just posting that online, just in case anyone from school found this lj, but i don't really think that's gonna be a problem, so yeah, erin, i told curtis. it wasn't a great night, but it wasn't really bad either. so now, things are just like always. it's kinda like nothing happened. i'm really relieved. i'm looking forward to school, kinda....
i'm NOT looking forward to all-region: i don't know the scales, i just got my book so i don't know what selections i'm supposed to be practicing. i have a whole ton of fingerings i have to memorize, but i don't know what i'm playing, so i don't know if i'm gonna be playing notes that i do or don't know, i just got a new reed, so i have to break THAT in, and all in all= i don't care. i heard the fun part was trying out. i really don't want to make it. i hate playing the bassoon for 8 hours straight. i did it in OH for all-county and my cheeks hurt, my upper lip was bleeding, and my reed was giving me this weird wood burn.... i dunno, i didn't enjoy it. but i heard try-outs were fun. so i'm trying out.
all state: looking forward to that. i actually enjoy singing. i got my voice back, it's not that hard as soon as i can get the notes down. i really gotta start practicing, but i think that's gonna be cool.
school: grades could be better, but it's too late to really change anything. tank is a definate B, mouton a possible A... the rest don't count cuz they're guaranteed A's.
social: shay needs to stop planning last-minute things cuz then i'm never gonna be able to do anything w/ her. kyle-he's cool. curtis-just peachy, i guess...our corn sprouted, we have a bean plant, so i guess we got our grades taken care of... um, friend-wise, i realized that if it weren't for school and church, i'd never see curtis and that really sucks. i wish we could do more stuff outside of school and church, but if we did it would be with kyle and shay and if we did that then we'd have to have a day when all four of us could do something and it would have to be something interesting for all four of us to do. ugh, blahness!
spiritual: definately lacking here. i can't stand when we don't do youth things. really bad. i need to pray my rosary more. i need to read my bible more, but i really want a catholic youth bible and the bible that i have right now is just gonna say different things than the catholic youth bible and so i'm not reading it just for that reason. i really want a catechism, cuz i want to be able to know what i'm talking when someone asks me about the catholic faith. i suppose i should just keep praying but i have a hard time keeping my mind on the prayer when i'm praying so every prayer i have has to be written down that way i actually know what i'm praying, otherwise i'm just gonna get off track and etc. argh, i better get offline before i end up too tired and not wake up in time for mass tomorrow morning...
love you erin!
so i told curtis that i liked him. i was wondering if that would be kinda risky just posting that online, just in case anyone from school found this lj, but i don't really think that's gonna be a problem, so yeah, erin, i told curtis. it wasn't a great night, but it wasn't really bad either. so now, things are just like always. it's kinda like nothing happened. i'm really relieved. i'm looking forward to school, kinda....
i'm NOT looking forward to all-region: i don't know the scales, i just got my book so i don't know what selections i'm supposed to be practicing. i have a whole ton of fingerings i have to memorize, but i don't know what i'm playing, so i don't know if i'm gonna be playing notes that i do or don't know, i just got a new reed, so i have to break THAT in, and all in all= i don't care. i heard the fun part was trying out. i really don't want to make it. i hate playing the bassoon for 8 hours straight. i did it in OH for all-county and my cheeks hurt, my upper lip was bleeding, and my reed was giving me this weird wood burn.... i dunno, i didn't enjoy it. but i heard try-outs were fun. so i'm trying out.
all state: looking forward to that. i actually enjoy singing. i got my voice back, it's not that hard as soon as i can get the notes down. i really gotta start practicing, but i think that's gonna be cool.
school: grades could be better, but it's too late to really change anything. tank is a definate B, mouton a possible A... the rest don't count cuz they're guaranteed A's.
social: shay needs to stop planning last-minute things cuz then i'm never gonna be able to do anything w/ her. kyle-he's cool. curtis-just peachy, i guess...our corn sprouted, we have a bean plant, so i guess we got our grades taken care of... um, friend-wise, i realized that if it weren't for school and church, i'd never see curtis and that really sucks. i wish we could do more stuff outside of school and church, but if we did it would be with kyle and shay and if we did that then we'd have to have a day when all four of us could do something and it would have to be something interesting for all four of us to do. ugh, blahness!
spiritual: definately lacking here. i can't stand when we don't do youth things. really bad. i need to pray my rosary more. i need to read my bible more, but i really want a catholic youth bible and the bible that i have right now is just gonna say different things than the catholic youth bible and so i'm not reading it just for that reason. i really want a catechism, cuz i want to be able to know what i'm talking when someone asks me about the catholic faith. i suppose i should just keep praying but i have a hard time keeping my mind on the prayer when i'm praying so every prayer i have has to be written down that way i actually know what i'm praying, otherwise i'm just gonna get off track and etc. argh, i better get offline before i end up too tired and not wake up in time for mass tomorrow morning...
love you erin!