I decided to post some memories and pics of Jazz in honor of her life ( Read more... )

Today, I rested from the travel yesterday and tried to finalize plans with everyone, from my sister to Amara to Reese and my mother ( Read more... )

And the Enchantment series continues at Ecosophia: www.ecosophia.net/I've been following along as J.M. Greer looks at the haughty and fragile insistence by modern and post-modern intellects that belief in magick and occultism is "obviously" primitive and backwards. These individuals were often frustrated with the modern world, but thought it was ( Read more... )

This is my second and final post about the book, The Verbally Abusive Relationship: How To Recognize It & How To Respond by Patricia Evans ( Read more... )

Amara loaned me her copy of the book, The Verbally Abusive Relationship: How To Recognize It & How To Respond by Patricia Evans, and I'm rather impressed. I have the 3rd Edition, but I guess the first addition came out in 1992! So it's been around a while, and the writer has expanded and clarified over time ( Read more... )

The next incident I want to explore in my partially-recalled but-with-holes strange memories is about an incident in 1977 or so that seems to be related to a possible kidnapping by some Navy personel of my entire family on the Oregon coast to ask us about an alien abduction/UFO event earlier on a Saturday night. I only recalled bits and pieces of ( Read more... )

Most things change, but a few things stay the same for long periods of time...

Like my aunt Dora's home phone number. I still have it memorized from my childhood!  I mean, I can barely remember my name some days, but my aunt's phone number is lodged in my cranium like a tick on a deer ( Read more... )

Yesterday my mother called...

Keep in mind my mother has refused to speak to me over the phone claiming she can't hear anything. She heard just fine when she spoke to me this time! Yet another example of how my mother manipulates things. (However, in this case, I'm perfectly fine not speaking to her on the phone ( Read more... )

I want to investigate the weirdest type of narcissist, the so-called "vulnerable" narci, as that was the type of my ex-husband. A different specialist describes it here: www.youtube.com/watchThis type of narci is described as "baffling" and I know why! All narcis are: control freaks, entitled, superior-feeling, low empathy, and so on. But the ( Read more... )

After I tried to be reasonable, she finalized a break up, then I got mad and then she told me off-- I got REALLY angry and wrote the following:

You started acting weird towards me and we had our first fight in over 30 years after disagreeing over politics when I first moved to Bellevue and Trump got elected. I wanted nothing to do with the ( Read more... )