...I have no idea what's going on with me. I'm feeling really sad all of a sudden. Why can't I get over some of the people in my past? I know they don't even think about me ever, but it just bothers me that they can just cast me out of their life like I'm some piece of trash. That's all I feel like I mean to almost everyone around here. I don' ( Read more... )

Almost losing my mother must have had a larger impact on my life than I originally speculated. Of course something like that is going to affect you, but I find that more times than not everything comes back to two instances in my life. I've lived in Lafayette my entire life. I know that moving somewhere new isn't going to change the problems I ( Read more... )

You Are a Dreaming Soul
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So these last couple of months have been awesome. In February I saw Sonata Arctica live at the house of blues in Chicago, and they were AMAZING. They are by far the best band I've ever seen live. On the 19th of March I flew down to Florida to visit my family, and I also had the privledge of catching Sonata Arcitca again live. I saw them on the ( Read more... )

I feel... sad. ( cut for potentially sounding emo )

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian ( Read more... )

Well today's going to be a fun day. Work 10-4... not a bad shift really. I'm not sure what I'll do after work. Probably come home, shower, let Tucker out... who knows what else. Bob, one of my roommates, his ashtray is really full. Just an observation. If you have a squeamish stomach or don't like hearing things about women, then don't read ( Read more... )

I met Tim last night, and he stayed the night. We spent all day together today too. It was fun. It was nice spending time with him in person since we had only previously spoke on the phone a lot. I mean, we talked on the phone everyday for like ten hours a day. He's really fun in person. I think that we definitely have potential for something ( Read more... )

So... first and foremost Happy New Year everyone!!! Things (I think) are getting better. At least they seem to be anyway. I kicked Dan out and I've got a few people interested in dating me. Which is always nice. I need to get my tardiness under control at Panera. If I'm not careful I will get fired. I don't want that. I enjoy working there ( Read more... )

Fuck Dan... He's running his mouth so much. I thought I left all these high school dramatics.... a long fucking time ago. He told Maddie that he was having sex with Alicia the last 2-3 weeks of our relationship and that they had sex all the time and all this bullshit. It's just a game to get us all pissed off at each other and stop hanging out ( Read more... )