... packing is depressing ( Read more... )

Reading Mark Z. Danielewski's twitter is sometimes like reading his books, but I think that's to be expected. Sometimes I wonder if he's for real or not. And sometimes I want to ask a thousand questions - like who the hell is Wembly? Why do ghosts follow him ( Read more... )

*e* For any of you who think that sort of thing's funny? This isn't a fucking April Fools joke. Nor were the rejection letters I've gotten.

I hate april first.

fuck

just

fuck.

why. I just. I don't even. Fuck everything.

I got rejected from the Wolf Trap internship. Jesus fucking christ, the one internship I was sure I had a chance at and, ( Read more... )

I still haven't seen the Battlestar Galactica finale.

Part of it was becuase I came home and was, as you might have gathered by my previous entry, really goddamn depressed. I did NOT need BSG to come along and be all, "See your happiness? This is me EATING IT ALIVE ( Read more... )

My parents inform me that I am a sociopath.

Apparently, I don't care about people. Apparently, I am inattentive to their needs. I don't see them.

According to my parents, I see people as tools to be used. All people.

I do not have friends. I have allies. I have acquaintances. I have... toolsAccording to my parents, I am a parasite ( Read more... )

( warning: language, complaining, and angst )

Did not get the National Zoo internship.

Wolf Trap confirmed that they got my application.

Still need to apply for more internships.

Can't becuase I have too much crap.

Broke down in Reacting today becuase I didn't have my argument together becuase I'd been busy working on Senior Sem yesterday.

Arrrrrrrgh.

1. Time management skillz. I do not has them ( Read more... )

The past 14 hours have not been fun in the leastOk, so. Yesterday - I finally get done with studying and I take a well-deserved break by heading over to Dr. Szulgit's farewell party. Delicious home-made pizza is had (WITH BACON). Dr. Szulgit gets very drunk because he's quite sad about leaving. Much lulz occurs ( Read more... )

Okay, NOW I have to start studying ( Read more... )